Disconnect

A new process for me, different from disassociation.

Mainly, when someone sees me as expendable, I must withdraw affection back into myself, which once expanded.

It is not an easy or quick process becuse the rot they caused to viable vines must not be internalized.

It is a type of cauterizing of the receptors’ end nodules for healing, ensuring they are mending before retracting.

And in my speech, I am learning to abruptly summarize what previously held deep meaning.