Category: A Woman’s Plight
Mis-Applied Diligence
Instead of giving her oxygen to help push the gas out of her blood stream to reduce psin and pmitigate further harm, the young doctor tested her urine for traces of drug abuse snd downplayed the for once showing up abnormal lab markers.
And
“‘We were grateful.'”
Exactly
“Where could I have gone to, instead?”
Stuck In The Trenches
“I hear them as they talk about how nice their apartments are.
And I think to myself, ‘What’s that like?'”
Frustration
“Missed work today for anotjer ER run due to those da** fumes and gasses!”
What Gasses Cause Veins To Ache?
“Re-exposure to inside of my unit while straightening up my kitchen as baking pizza has caused my veins to swell like they want to explode, neck and head to pound, lower back pain (likely lungs), pain in my heart and difficulty moving – despite having my door open and fans blowing.
Any activity, no matter how I try to counteract it, causes more fumes to pour in from inside the passageways of the walls.
Coming out of it now, my vessels are throbbing and screaming and skin is burning.”
(You And Me – You+Me)
“‘Lordy, Lordy!'”
Nervousness
“Hope can be a fragile thing.”
The Ungettable
“Get.”
(Loop)
Pining
“A second skin.”
A Small Win
“Being able to spit my gum with attitudinal accuracy again into the garbage can while passing.”
Skid Row
She couldn’t figure out why she kept getting bumped back down onto it.
Thank You
“For the courtesy of false hope.”
Why Am I
“Gettin’ puffier?”
(Ha-Wheeeeze…)
Gimmee That Pen!
(I’m Falling For You – Chester See)
My Love,
Simple Delights
(Help I’m Alive – Metric)
Song Parody
“Instead of ‘wanna be my lover’ – ‘wanna be my law-yer, be my law-yer…'”
(And I Love You So – Perry Como)
Not The Same
She had reached for light…
Had woven it into pathways…
And had to release each one…
Sending them onto their journeys.
It Had To Happen, Anyway
“Is NOT consolation.”
It Made Her Feel
“Like she was unsubstantial.”
For Other’s Sake
But that was just it – wasn’t it?
She could always try to rally for others.
But her own self kept getting left with the short end of the stick.
Not for lack of trying, but because she didn’t have her own advocate to lend weight to help her push past barriers to her own success.
Even Still
She refused to give up.
(Run – Collective Soul)
She Was Afraid
And craved certainty.
Symbolic
“After giving all I could to others, it seems not much is left for me.”
(Missing Limbs – Sleep Token)
The Difference
“They have partners to help share the load.”
Leveraged Measures
“I take care of my ‘babies’ no matter what – even if ensuring their safety means I must rehome them.”
Walk Gently, Now
“Careful making those waves…”
Love’s Activity
“Advocacy.”
(I Want To Break Free – Queen)
Lock Down
“It could be assumed that many options along many avenues could be explored in multi-tasks along a same timeline’s continuum…
That’s how I used to operate.”
The Mistake I Made
“Trusting corporate housing.”
Foreign Lands
“Oh, but you weren’t there – you weren’t there, measuring the atrocities.”
(Multiple meanings)
Under Seige
“Blight’s consternation.”
The OutPost
Backed into a corner, all she could do was hold ground.
(Multiple meanings)
Hollowed Spaces
“No plans for a future.”
No Wonder
“My ears are still ringing…
And my arms are still swinging.”
(Sleep Token reference)
Out Of Time
She extended her hand, reaching for his in the darkness.
(Title of multiple concepts)
The Last To Go
She had thought they could stay…
Heart’s Ache
Every day, she had to leave them there.
Every night, too…
And she didn’t sleep well – how could she?
Knowing there were no other options as she counted down the days.
Praying somehow they would be ok.
Praying that she was doing the right thing in making the decision…
To relinquish them…
Hoping it wasn’t too late to save them.
“Yaaaay, Ve-ri-ly So!”
“I-want–a-show-er!”
Cracking The Code
“What can I do that will succeed?”
You Want This?!?!
“Puffy-eyed morning crazed insanity?!?!”
