If you knew how much I feel for you, would you hesitate a minute more?
Oh yes, it’s hidden beneath layers…
Needing to survive has taken its toll.
If you knew how much I feel for you, would you hesitate a minute more?
Oh yes, it’s hidden beneath layers…
Needing to survive has taken its toll.
“They do not ask nor question, but assume and acuse.”
“Dinkin’ Around.”
“Just elbow my pizza?!”
(Leaning onto it with my fore arm as climbing back into bed, unable to see it clearly in the dim lighting)
“Time for a nap.”
“Ok-Ok – Yes,
My new microwave still has that silly-stupid lock release button on it that drives me crazy – yet probably is muey essential for other people with specific lock mechanism need requirements.
However, this version requires that I push that little button with my right finger and I can then pull the handled door open with my left hand – which balances my injured brain’s need for a more even load dispersion.
Also, the silver and black coloring blends it better into m y kutchen’s decor, the buttons are grouped and displayed in a way that is calming and even tentatively inviting – and it has “arm floaty” sticker directions on top of the unit as a handy-dandy, friendly guidance prompt system encouragement!
Like a plow horse worked too hard with little rest, there was no more “get up” in her “go.”
She became as a stone.
“Rebuild Adrenals.”
“‘Used up,
Washed out,
And hung to dry.'”
“Internal sobbing collapse from pushing too hard and long – yet it’s never enough.”
“About…”
(Concept play)
“Income feels completely turned upside down.”
“I’ve never felt so ‘dead’ in the water.”
By Athena Stairs – June 5, 2026
As we fly
Over all the memories
High above all reveries
I’ll hold you
To me
In your eyes
Brighter than a diamond’s light
Greater than the heavens might
There’s a truth
We see
Wherever
Fate would have us press our wings
Driven to find reasoning
I’ll show you
The keys
And you’ll see
Nothing can prevent our course
Sanctified by past remourse
We’re written in stars
I love you
More than any words can sing
Where winter ends I’ll be your spring
And we’ll know
Such peace
You’re coming home today with me
We’re gonna find that life’s complete
And every dream we ever had
Will no longer be mad or sad
Because we’ll have our second chance together
And you’ll know
You belong
To me
Yeah
We’ll have
Our destiny
(Please contact me for permissions)
Listen to SunRise, Vocals 1 – 6.5.26 by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/ZgXnLwLwr3UrWPikLz
(Emerging from a dream, I hear the tune and then form the lyrics…)
I dream of our getting to help each other heal by our having our lives together.
“Remember when you thought you were done?
And then you realized suddenly you weren’t?
Yeah…
How’s that workin’ for ya?”
The lies and burdens they put upon me…
It has made me need to be very careful with you.
“Is getting deep-set these days.”
“I already did this depression sh**!
Did it…!
Lived it…!
Crossed the fe-cking threshold –
Mo-ving On!”
“I look…
like an Oompa-loompa…”
“Bor-der-line hys-ter-i-caaaaallll…”
Listen to Iiiiiii’mmm – 6.4.26 by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/pPjR7lyyQRSAfAqLV9
“Can I not look how I feel?”
“Of Toil…”
“Having to watch your dog’s every straining efforts’ productions so that you make sure to pick up every piece of poop so that no one has to step on it.”
“Turning ‘crappy’ situations that are thrust upon you into better opportunities.”
“Caring about comfort and niceness while diminishing the flat gray emanence of the floors emanating into my home is no longer an option if I wish to live in better connection with my animals.”
“Trying to make progress on one end, the wolf goes into my bedroom and pees on my one favorite rug – resulting in my having to haul it out from under my heavy bed and basically tear apart my bedroom and clean the rug outside as an unwanted side project.
It has been ‘marked’ now and it will become a target, forever, if I keep it.”
“No more carpet!”