“Environmental” Influences

I know that there’s an energetic charge to everything.

I know that as a sensitive, I am often subconsciously expending tons of psychic effort countering or suppressing negative messaging from outside that gets into me.

On my own, there is no buffer. In charge of everything, there is no rest’s recovery.

I imagine that if we were where we need to be, surrounded by supportive resources and people, my nerves would not be “battling danger” constantly.

I have been expending my font of positivity to handle where we are lodging’s negative influences. We are repetedly exposed to people living lifestyles I have tried to get us away from.

I do not want us to be around those who have extreme psychological, drug, or alcoholic issues. I do not want us to be around people stuck in desperate cycles which reinforce effects of bad choices or habits.

It is one thing to accept people and their circumstances. It is another to be 24-7 exposed to them if they are unhealthy.

I had not realized, until today, just how much being around this lodging’s “residents” and “neighbors” has been weighing on me.