She didn’t blame the illness – in fact, she knew that it was due.
Her body having been disrupted from rest recovery and needed sleep cycles as she was pushed beyond levels of endurance time and again – then exposed to a sick client – rendered her vulnerable .
However, she also realized that she had to bring forward what she’d left back behind her: she couldn’t be in that space and time anymore, and who she was must rise up to next levels.
She needed to stop and let the rest of herself catch up to her.
