My “super duper achiever” mode has always been nagged by something trying to get its attention.
“There is no room for creative outlet if your goal is to always ‘achieve'” is the message.
Creativity requires its own time and own methods for expression’s exploration in order to reveal its inclinations.
This means, space must be allowed for “time wasted” and “failures” to develop it.
I wrestle with internal dichotomy between my horse brain’s chomping at the bit and bucking to win races, and my inner creative mage frowning at me with arms crossed and foot tapping impatiently as I keep chasing after life’s distractions.
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