About God

I know God exists, but I am not sure as of yet how to define it.

When I prayed in Christianity, I felt that we prayed to the idol of Jesus and that God was held farther from us.

When I pray in the masjid and listen to the Imam, he is at one with his version of God – but I am deflected.

I pray in my own way, seeking this undefined connection – with plenty of sajud.

Sense of a black jaguar presence approached me one evening when I was alone and praying back in California.

It came to me when my spirit cried out in anguish.

Just like my cat Pisces found me through my mother when I was a child and “saved” me.

Life is filled with such beauty and a type of “magic” that humans forget to comprehend.

Perhaps this is why I identify more with nature.

I am aligned with the force which cherishes and encourages our connection to it.