Month: February 2022
(By Your Side)
10:10 am – Number Meaning
“1010 is viewed by most numerologists as a mystical number. The meaning of the number 1010 is to encourage individuals to be their very best versions of themselves through positive vibrations, following their hearts, listening to their inner wisdom, and making choices based upon love instead of fear.”
(Without Love)
(Heart On Fire)
(Because You Move Me)
Love’s Embrace
The bond of love must be primary, as all else thrives beautifully within it.
(First Time)
Fine China
Like a brazen bull in a delicate shop, he would boldly knock down any prefabricated construct displayed for me and all to see in order to rebuild his dynasty with me.
While the effects can feel shocking, it is a good thing that I am not overly attached to holding onto material things – and am more passionate about discovering our heart’s true desires.
“Morning Light” 2/22/22
The middle tree’s moss was glowing, and you can see the sun in tree to the left. I love how the glow also extends to the right.
(Nothing’s Gonna Change My Love For You)
Dark Thematic (Acid Rain)
Diagnosis
I think the falls tore my
Pectoral-subscapularis
Into teres-deep deltoid.
Sensual (Anbu)
Outer Limits
“Tell me when I am close enough,”
He told her kindly as he sidled up.
A playful smile suddenly lit her face:
As he kept inching – she said nothing.
She would give her all to him –
He would never have to guess.
To The Stars
I will step up to the plate and
Start swinging – but not madly,
Because the man from outer space
Deserves the best from my humanity.
Mirror On The Wall
Let my confidance revive me.
If It Were Up To Me
I have not seen another man of his high standards, integrity, and caliber who parallels my values and interests.
Maybe there are plenty of men just like him, but not easily seen.
if this is the case, they need to step into the light and also begin leading.
Mona Lisa Smile
Hopeful insecurity.
I Belong To You
How many lifetimes I have waited for you –
And how many millennia I would wait again!
I would search the stars and beg Heaven –
Pound upon Hell’s fortress to release you.
The Beast Within
Grown proud and ever strong –
Competent and rarely wrong,
People ignored his essence.
They only saw glamour of
Firm belief’s efforts yielding
Benefits of power’s wealth.
Yet, one remembered truth
Of fragile soul’s beginnings,
Determining to set him free.
“Winter’s End”
His Regard
I have always known my worth, but in this life have rarely seen it acknowledged or respected.
When I see myself in his eyes and hear his words of love for me, new worlds of happiness are opened.
Smoke Screen
Through this haze of unknowns I keep searching, waiting until at last I find you in front of me – and can reach out my hand and touch you.
(My Obsession)
(Move Me)
Trembling Hands
There’s wanting something, pursuing it – and then, actually getting it.
(Detroit Part II)
Unique
I had not really considered that as I look around at such beautiful people that they would look at me and think this about me, too.
(Don’t Let Me Down)
Priorities
Wealth in love is better than any other type of wealth.
(I Want You)
“Swan Flight”
Wings and body are to the right of the sun, while neck is arching extended over the sun and to the left.
To Be Able To Trust
I think the reason I have hidden and why my wild magic usually only comes out when no one or a youngling is around is because it has not felt safe that I have truly had a partner’s unconditional love.
There has always been some sort of undercurrentsurface censorship requirement of my bubbling jubilation, discomfort at the fact I like embracing pure happiness just for the joy of it, and love was often withheld if I expressed my own voice.
Not that it made a difference if I didn’t speak and stifled my exuberance, because the threat was always there that they would leave me if I were truly myself – bold and dynamically proud.
(Whatta Man)
“Verify Identity, Please…”
Are you a clone – or The Original?
(When You Came Into My Life – tradus in romana)
(Jaskier And Geralt Reunite Scene – The Witcher, Season Two )
(I Hold You)
Finding Balance
I work with different aspects of myself to keep centered.
(Like I’m Gonna Lose You)
Broken Evenings
As I begin to emerge from this isolation,
I look back at life filled with devastation:
How the Crone tried to strangle my hope inside –
How desperation and molten pain would collide
Way too close, I came to the edge at times where
Not even determination could salvage my pride.
But, then I dreamed of love in a form so clear
It set my feet firmly on the path to you, my dear.
Divided Lines
As strategies to overcome COVID variances continue to make strides, the greatest threat that remains is how it divides us.
To Be Loved
Am I enough?
Are my qualities useful?
Will he trust my sincerity is truthful?
I feel overwhelmed – but
It’s because to myself I am critical.
How do I overcome these insecurities?
It’s not that age in years is important –
It’s what we do with acquired wisdom.
Yet, to me his functioning is well grounded –
While mine is spirit flowing with the wind.
How do I alter feeling less than worthy
Into becoming all that makes me more?
How do I reorientate my calibrations to
Lead me home to him as reach for the door?
(Touch And Go)
Wonderful Jewelry
This evening, I put some crystal jewelry on layaway for myself – all earings.
One, I just had to get because it is of a star metal-work-wrapped around rough meteorite.
Literally, a Rock Star – for my song.
The second, a pair of kyanite with a clear line of pure blue in the center of energetic deeper matrix in each of them – classically fetching!
The third is the most representative of my energy: raw rock tanzanite held within swirling cage bars holding each loosely.
For wild magic needs freedom of movement, but it also needs a place to be channeled
“Dancing In The Dark”
A Child’s Dreams
Growing up around black swans showed me that the love I felt in my heart and wanted to share with my own mate someday was real.
“Embraced”
A Gift Of “Gods”
I saw the family of crows winging over our parking lot to gather in a sequestered and broad-spaced tree.
I wondered what I had to give to them for eating, and if it was prudent. For crows, like humans, enjoy delectable things.
As I contemplated this further while muching on my favorite granola, a slight shift of the slippery box on angled car seat sent it open spilling under the parking break.
“Noooooo, I like this treeeeaaatt!” I wailed out quietly, trying to see if it was salvageable.
But, then I looked up and found crows love berries, nuts, and seeds – and I knew they would enjoy dismantling the crunchy, stuck-together clusters.
So, I gathered the spillage into a white paper towel, made sure the youngling crow still in the tree saw me to tell the others, and tossed it all around on the ground for them to investigate as they please.
Candid Corvid Productions 