Having been around “vampires” for most of my life, and then discarded once they sucked my “youthful” energy and deemed I was soon entering “expiration date,” it is difficult to have given my all for 40 years, and then to have had no choice but to fight for the next 10 years in the chop-slosh of navigating the elements for recovery.
Reaching 50 and now 51 is a major holding ground STOP on all negative malarkey.
But, having reached a type of sanctuary, it is hard to reconcile “damage” done to me.
I am baffled as to how to activate recovery, having used all resources to come this far.
And now, I know myself so well that I am not sure any counselor can tell me anything.
How do they know what is right for me? I have earned the right to decree these things.
I just want support and encouragement to reclaim my vitality, as I re-envision purpose.
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