During their engagement, the young suitor kept bringing up how his family and friends strongly advised against their marriage, and eventually he began comparing her advocating for their relationship to that of trying to manipulate his heart as had others.
He then abdicated his role as the man she had grown to love and trust in an attempt to stop the personal strife being wielded against him.
It hurt her profoundly to watch him turn away from the bright light of hope and love’s faith they had shared – and to have him discard her as if she were unworthy.
When she later received the dreams’ messages about a true champion, someone more on her level with whom she could prospectively share nourishing the world, she saw his status and the public eye focus attacks on him.
When she tried reaching out to him, she met resistance on different levels through different channels and realized that if they were to have any form of connective collaboration together, she would have to leave pursuit of it up to him.
Though quite capable of “taking on the world” if and when needed, she could no longer invest energy in a man without his equal reciprocation.
