Tea Leaf Meaning

I knew that the part of the message “when your insides match with your outside” was somehow the key for me.

I now realize that I was trying too much at once inside and pushing too hard and fast while the outside world was not responding to match me.

This had created in me too much frenetic energy and overcompensatory pressure expectations on my self to perform, when clearly I was exhausted and discouraged by thrusting my weight at every closed door.

So, I slowed down. I have been focusing on a project here or there and not starting another until one prior is at completion.

It is hard to not feel anxious or like I am sluffing off at responsibilities. However, expecting only what I can do on a few things at a given time.is calming my limbic sysyem and slowly shifting my point of view.