Marijuana

Sunlight seeks through pinholes in blinds
Where strung slats need spacing as align.

Pressing in its brightness to awaken my duty
Comparing once relationships to own beauty.

I am an innovator – never a dominator, though
Dealing with his checking-out forced me below,

Firming my desire’s requirements as struggling
Against a partner’s “high” deflections mitigating.

I cannot explain what it is like to be thwarted
In every attempt of honesty’s vital functioning –

Except that its like a cloud suppress-engulfing
Momentum into stopping, rendered obsoletion

By a brilliant mind bent upon promoting stoic
Anarchy against structure to appease demons.

Don’t ever commit to a relationship with such
A person determined to avoid all participation

For you will find yourself confused and enraged –
Where before promoted mutual benefit inclusion.