I take risks in writing here, unsure what other people will think of me.
Doing so provides a sense of comfort in that I am chronicling my growth and striving so that I can see and acknowledge my efforts – yet, it also adds a unique level of anxiety which I must make sure balances to gain by benefits.
I also write here because I never want to again experience a lifetime invested relationship that just gets corrupted and crumbles into nothing.
Entropy was allowed to win over truth and light’s decree: to avoid this, my partner must better know me.
