There is an ageist belief that at 50 the body just begins breaking down, heading toward decay.
But, I do not think this is what is going on with me: it’s more like battle-weary muscle torsions and chemicals still carried in the system are weighing on me.
If I can figure out how to get a clear path of integral internal smooth functioning again, I believe the rest of a needed purge will just follow.
It takes an understanding of what brought me to this condition, and a willingness to let go of it – to the point of adapting my internal matrices.
