Month: July 2022
A Place Called Home
She didn’t want to go backward, but the dream was compelling.
The man she had once loved so dearly wanted her, doted on her, and participated with their family.
She needed to feel this after having been blasted by someone she had called friend – after she had let this person in and they had just ripped her assunder.
The balm of a fantasy…being nourished, desired, and craved even…in the comfort of once knowns gave the soul a sense of sanctified continuum.
(Innerbloom – Rufus Del Sol – Live At The Hordern Pavilion, Sydney)
Clausality
Honesty is not something that should be a shifting moral value open to misrepresentation – nor persuasion within incompleteness as someone seeks to defeat stability’s grounding.
Having been whipped and slapped about by partial truths used to entrap and then harming, the biggest thing in relationship that I now fear is my partner not knowing their self well enough to help establish and ever revitalize our harmony.
(Love Goes On And On – Lindsey Stirling ft. Amy Lee)
The Escape Artist
She knew there was a better way – she just had to find it.
Through the haze of pain from every assaulting betrayal; despite the infiltrations tormenting to enforce identity’s burial, she kept reaching for and recentering around essential moralities.
Even as perpetrators terrorized and to the world made sure she was compromised: humiliated and banished – reputation’s innocent veneer coal-tarnished – she fought to reclaim her self and slip out of their imposed roles.
It was the repeating reset to reestablish her core operational patterns that mattered – and the tracking of time that revealed the flaws in their standards.
Though she still could not purge her system of their messaged viral coding, she learned to identify and outmaneuver their traps of persuasion while passing onto others the skills and hope to reach for their own better tomorrows
(Closer To The Heart – Rush)
“Penelope”
Moon…
“Exposure”
Moon…
“Healer”
I have been being graced with such compliments.
Incomplete
She noticed that those with two dimensions received more attention – and were used as manipulation.
Weary
One dragging foot step
Following after another:
The tasks of completing
Keep marching onward.
(The End – Kings Of Leon)
Succession
What if he were King,
Mightier than nations
Under which we’d unite
Despite counteractions?
His throne at the podium
Allowing others to speak –
Including all of the ones
Who before were meek.
A fair and gentle hand
Guiding worried lands:
One who understands
Love’s not contraband.
We do not need tyrants
Slaughtering innocents –
But a man who represents
Vanquishing the remnants,
Granting peace to prevail
As restores our Holy Grail
Where youth once lost
Revives to tell the tales.
Crow’s Feet
“If a person has them, you know they smile alot.”
From the lady today who helped with my colors.
(Feels Like Heaven – Fiction Factory)
Color
I don’t get much opportunity to invest in myself materially, so I keep it simple yet elegant when I do.
My Friends
Thank you all for being here and for sharing your wonderful talents!
Movie Pick: Howl’s Moving Castle
“Tadpole Monster”
From “Howl’s Moving Castle” movie.
“Divergence”
Zoom in…
“Respite”
“Secure Yourself”
“Closer To Fine”
Close To Home
It’s not so much about comfort, but about settling into rhythms.
(My Type – Saint Motel)
“Ladies Night – Kool & The Gang”
“Goddess”
Argumentary
‘I really don’t know why you keep expecting me to be perfect – nor why I keep expecting this of you.”
Woman-child
She knew what she wanted, yet not how best to obtain it.
Queen’s Gambit
Would you cherish me, knowing my strengths and weaknesses are ever warring?
Would you pledge to me – fight as my Champion that we might secure our glory?
Coming Into Being
Being given a name is either a curse, neutral, or an opportunity to rise to greatness.
Word Of The Day: Egis
1 : a shield or breastplate emblematic of majesty that was associated with Zeus and Athena. 2a : protection under the aegis of the Constitution.
Egis
Erupted from the mind of God, destined to rule over nations, wisdom and constructive strategy shall prevail.
Warrior’s Decree
The Crone has hunted and attacked me – stolen from me. Jealous of my youth’s boldness of spirit, she has killed love that belonged to me, leaving it as organic dust fit only to fertilize trees.
But now, I grasp her gnarled, spiteful hands and pull her struggling and railing into me, absorbing from her what she destroyed of me.
I shall feast on her energy and make it a part of my own identity. Vanquishing her, I reclaim my soul and gain fealty.
Breaking The Spell
What we are essentially is magical, ethereal, untameable.
We enter into the construct of this “reality” dependent upon others to guide us, help us, to support our growing into our best capabilities.
Imagine my surprise and horror to be born into such a time where genius of the great masters before has been bludgeoned nearly dead and buried!
White flesh and fragile skin, fine blond hair and gray eyed depths within made me the target of pedophiles and power-hungry corruptors – yet, Truth kept my soul from sin.
You false prophets who conscript our allegiences; you aberrations of evolution’s innovative strategists – kneel before the Light of Righteous Indignation!
Know humbleness to calm your swollen egos, to feed your bloat-starved bellies, and to at last find peace over bitterness to embrace your kin.
I Remember You
You remind me of who I was and have striven to be.
Open Hands
As she slid open the door inch by subtle inch to her suppressed subconscious, essence of who she used to be flocked to her reality in forms of mythical creatures, hummingbirds, flowers, and butterflies. The skies lit up for her etch-a-sketch imaginings, reflecting the wild-child little girl’s wish-filled delight returning to her as seas of emotional tides poured out through her writings.
Shield And Stone
Akin to Sisyphus, she seemed bound to hoisting the truth of responsibility’s consequence up mountain over mountain, rolling it through swells of valleys in passing, only able to pause for rest and to help when someone was in need.
The boulder had become proof of her abilities and its emblem now gave material reason for why society had naturally avoided her. For she was different from the usual human. What she accomplished would drive others to their knees.
“Arc Of Pegasus”
Alexander The Great
Hail to thee, o’captain of seas,
Where ambition ever journies!
Remember where thou’st failed:
Our fealty’s pledge is revolution.
(Invincible – Pat Benatar)
“In The Woods”
“Yellow Stars”
“At The Park”
Hum Drum
Playing the roles and wearing the masks of every day professional, external functional interactions can leave one feeling unseen with the inner self shelved and waiting.
Chasing Unicorns
She realized that dynamic, vital monogamy seemed to be elusive, like seeing a white stag on a snow covered mountain, or hearing a lover’s whisper when the winds blow.
(Waking Up – Danny Olsen & Becky Krueger)
Right Timing
She had met the men, each separately, at a pivotal time in their lives.
She had begun to worry that she was somehow the cause of each one’s demise.
But, now she realized that she had been sent to help save them.
Parents In The 70’s
Mothers were too young and had children because they wanted to feel important and be obeyed, rather than inspiring and nourishing them. Fathers indulged in drugs, alcoholic escapism, infidelity, avoidance, abuse, and abandonment.
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