It is strange to realize how little status credit I have given myself for being a constant innovator.
I guess the mediatized conformist “walk accepted standardized paths” messaging has imposed subliminally.
In this case, am I still experiencing a disconnect by what I do, which I know is worthwhile, vs. what others praise as “the norm?”
Clearly, somewhere in my deep encoding, I have some extra baggage to start offloading.
