I have a high tolerance and flex level – until it comes to willful ineptness by others, or severe inflammation pain in my system.
The first will tangle around my legs, tripping my functionality; the second seizes my muscles, trying to stop me from moving and achieving.
At some point, either becomes that which I must move around or push against drastically.
And then, I dig in my heels and start asserting.
In the case of the new venue where I had been working, I had been asked and then I had gently but assuredly stated what I needed.
This was not headed and, instead, unnecessary complications were placed in my way, causing my effectiveness to teeter on degrading.
So, I will just leave, peacefully with many thanks for the opportunity – but my mind is set.
As far as the pain, extreme inflammation from some allergen has burned away the thin veneer of flex that I had remaining.
I am no longer tolerating accepting less from my circumstances than what I need, deserve, and require for solace.
