Of the pair, the one that represented me has gone missing.
I am not surprised by this (in fact, I felt it coming) for to think that I could be partnered with one of his caliber has been replaced by his newfound mistress “reality.”
It wasn’t something that I had planned for, anyway.
It was based upon “sending’ dreams – and clearly the messengers got their wires crossed.
They were wrong – and they just have to admit it.
Perhaps it is best that the stone got lost, as it represented me – and once he chose another, I kept feeling like the stones’ pairing made me as an interloper.
But the question is raised as to my not liking this repeat resulting.
That gorgeous stone represented me tremulously reaching to acknowledge my own beauty.
Now she is gone – that representation of me – and I am erased again, left to my own reforming.
