When the pain squeezed me unrelenting, I asked what I needed to change. It was leave standard employment and return to complete independent contracting.
This was a difficult decision because when taking on such a feat, it is preferable to have “a nest egg” saved upon which to have some financial security.
I do not know when I have ever had reliable resources or continuity, so why does the present feel any different when approaching spending?
Up until now I have continuosly taken wild leaps of faith and expected there would be at least a next trickle of replenishment coming down the stream.
But something inside is shifting and I feel more cautious and vulnerable…maybe because I am returning to embracing my innermost dreams.
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