I want you to know that for my entire life, I was not accepted in employment. And if so, only briefly. I was always different from the people in “normal” roles and they could sense it – no matter what I did or how I tried to blend.
So I went into business for myself – in this or that which I could do and enjoyed and felt I could grow competence in. I knew my strength would be in learning how to cultivate one-to-one relationships and I would professionally (to keep good reputation) leave if not treated properly. I would only work with people who respected me and treated me well.
The point being: embrace your unique identity and know this is part of your heritage, and that you can shape your own destiny. You are a wild, wonderful seed. Find what you can contribute to the world and look for people/clients ready and able, appreciative to recieve it – whether in person or online, or even when being a Super Mom-my.
I have gone back into business for myself just this last month and am beginning to feel like myself again after years of trials and attempting to “fit in.” There are many ways to fit in. The “straight and narrow” paths are only meant for people like in our families to be a place to begin.
We are meant for other, more beautiful paths and discoveries, and we need to feel and be a part of trusting, authentic connections. This is part of our hearts’ need for “magic.”
You were born an alchemist mage dragon in energy. Remember your origins and create the magic you need to be happy, feel safe, and be free. Learn to fly wisely so no one can shoot you down, and know that I love you dearly and when I think of you, I am so proud
(I am posting this here so that they can always find it – and for the other wild seeds out there in the world who are searching for where they belong.)
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