I am already here, so why does it hurt so much?
We have acquired after 12 years of struggle a new starting point.
Why the pressure as if I am encountering resistance?
I face it head on, but lowered – with shoulders hunched and squared forward.
Preparing for work tomorrow requires acknowledging the anxiety brought on by that stupid 5 mgs of prednizone days ago.
My counselor suggests that ssri’s are great for reducing fight or flight reactivity from trauma.
Why? Why would I wish to conscript my already fragile system to more suppressionism?
I do not react well to medications of any kind.
Who and what I am just wants to figure out how to effectively function on my own again.
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