It Is Hard To Choose Me

I can feel the crossroads pulling at me, tearing apart my seams.

I had this dream of learning TEFL to aid in my traveling.

But, it was also associated with my ex-fiance – and then could have transferred to my newly acknowledged longterm love interest’s situation.

I dislike closing myself off to knowledge.

Much like I dislike not finishing my bachelor’s degree.

But, if I do not choose wholeheartedly to open up to my creativity, it has no way to truly embrace my being.

I must choose.

I must leap.

Even if the ones I wish to impress turn away from me.

What I have inside that I can offer may manifest exponentially.