Stream of Thought

Aspiring Failures

Looking back now, I chide muself over thinking that I could bridge between two worlds to claim a husband that I could keep.

Pushing any resources that I had to get to Egypt and back to follow through with three years of two attempts to get a marriage visa approved during Trump years was an extreme hardship and pressure on me.

I just wonder now, “What was I thinking?”

I don’t regret that I tried.

I was brave, true, and valiant.

I just hate feeling deflated and humiliated that my efforts became wasted.

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