I found today in reflection that when I repeated myself in public, I did so out of concern that I would not be believed and thus felt the need to prove my validity.
This was after test driving a car for sale that I very much liked, but discovered that it had an issue with its transmission.
I am used to those in positions of authority not listening to any truth that they do not wish to believe, yet, I must allow myself to believe in my own evaluations.
