On the busy weeks, it has felt good to come away with enough money to feel like we will make it.
On the lighter weeks, there is insecurity paired with attempts at acceptance because I have needed the rest due to my injuries.
These ebbs and flows get a bit daunting when paired with past shut downs due to Covid and the ever unknown prospective yields in the future.
Shyness in self assertion compounds when dwelling in a zone of such experienced, yet random bounty to limited restrictions.
