A primary goal for me had been to find my man, have a family, and settle into a life of mutuality and adventurous co-evolving.
Having given my younger decades to this cause, I find it exasperating and disorienting to find myself single and without intention of dating.
I mean, am I just giving up?
Yet, how and why would I wish to invest time in another person who could just change his mind on a whim and leave me in a lurch again?
