Love’s Promise

I have been asking friends about dating apps and listening to their failure-but-then-success stories.

I play with the idea that I would post a profile and embark upon this exploration with courage.

But, in truth, I have absolutely no interest in doing so.

I do not want to be jostled about in the search for love’s return.

I do not want to experience further distorted projections onto me as I am rejected.

I do not have a negative complex about myself, just years and years of negative feedback experiences.

The pool of humanity I would he fishing from in such a venue is not up to my standards.

I am not sure how to obtain and receive what I am looking for.