My heart is heavy, filled with depression from losses of missed chances.
Not from my own inaction, but from the inaction of others.
The languished wasting.
My life is progressing on a better track now.
It is overwhelming to think of how long I have struggled to find a good current again.
I could just let it carry me where it will down an easy stream.
But, how do I offload this weight to keep from drowning?
