I had to distance from a budding friendship today due to the fact that our age difference is twenty-four years (he’s the younger); I don’t feel on solid ground due to effects from my accident and very limited income; and that I need to focus upon finishing this music production training program while at last completing my Bachelor’s.
The combination of factors here includes an overload of prehistory in relationship losses and is akin to my needing to break a longstanding curse placed upon me.
I need to focus full attention on my goals to succeed, and thus must keep to my own path for a while.
It isn’t that I am incapable of working through relationship dynamics at the same time as working on other aspects of my life.
On the contrary, I can be a multi-managing wizard.
But, there is just too much combined in this given situation where a huge amount of the responsibility would weigh upon me – including if I were to proceed with the relationship, there would be further pressures from society.
And honestly, I just need things to be a little more stacked in my favor.
Candid Corvid Productions 