If one must be in debt, let it be for making dreams into reality.
Month: October 2023
(I’ll Wait – Lane 8 ft. Channy Leaneagh – CRX Remix Live Session)
Halls Of Hephaestus
Where I am going, most others cannot follow:
I must reforge the design of my sword, alone.
Thematics
Sentimental Journey – Doris Day
(On My Mind – Ellie Goulding)
Phantom Kisses
12:13pm: “This number suggests that you and your partner are on the right path towards building a meaningful and fulfilling relationship, and that you are supported by the divine realm every step of the way.”
Segments
There is this popular trend in today’s society promoting the parceling-out of our beings’ interactions.
“Take some aspects of yourself over here for feeding; work on these over there for weeding and reseeding; accept less of the ‘whole deal package’ in intimate relationship – because desiring more is just ‘unrealistc!'”
But if “we create our own reality,” I do not want to be complicit.
Innoculate me from this social virus infection!
I want a mate who commits beyond mere divestment!
The Shape Of Things
I enjoy the natural-ease play which sometimes takes place, challenging me by the visual curving outline shape of my poetry’s compositional framing.
No Other
Hold me close to your soul’s pulse
So that I do not betray my spirit
For I feel shiver’s ache enroute
As address my past to heal it.
I know nothing can change
The damage once inflicted
Except by reclamation of
What I own that’s gifted:
I must finish these tasks
To cauterize old wounds.
Hold me safe, my reflection –
Let me not reach for another,
For caring arms’ alluring charms
Could cast my intentions assunder.
Upon Awakening
There were fish and plants to attend, children and loved ones, yet we were to meet on the platform and launch into space together to partake of the orbital science exploration.
Both of us from our versions of this world at last had premise to bridge the gap to each other.
How symbolic that the dream’s meeting place be someplace normally farfetched to others!
But that is the thing about you and me that we have in common: gravity does not hold us down, nor do circumstances truly bind us.
We are capable of disolving like shadows and rematerializing wherever our spirits call us.
A Little Girl’s Dreams
Both her father and her once-husband had shared the same birthday.
Funny how neither could be hers, though by birth and marriage promised.
“Mirrored Reflection”
(Circle Two Step – Deutschmeisters)
Word Of The Day: Baffled
verb
1. Totally bewildered or perplexed.
“an unexplained occurrence that baffled everyone”
2. Restrained or regulated (a fluid, sound, etc.).
“to baffle the noise further, I pad the gunwales”
Oxford Dictionary
(Mariechen Waltz – Whoopee John)
Phenomenon
What is it that younger men like about me?
Is it my upbeat, inclusive maturity?
50’s
Well, sh**!
My youth was spent caring for others’ disabilities and ailments, and now in my midlife prime, I am hobbling around like I’m eighty!
I better be spry in my nineties!
On Wings And Prayers
Strategizing to meet deadlines while hoping the funding will arrive to meet and get me there.
The Comeback Kid
Space to think and strategize with a timeline ticking crystalizes project thesis for graduating with my Baccalaureate.
(Diamond Girl – Seals And Crofts)
Living For Others
It is nice to be able to portion time for myself.
Movie Pick: Ponyo
“Ponyo”
Zoom center around sun.
In A Moment
Paused in the parking lot after having eaten some lunch, she just sat quietly in the car’s capturing warming rays of the sun while she watched fluffy clouds pass by.
(Run – Lane 8)
“Assemblage”
(La Scala Di Seta: Ouverture – Claudo Abbado & Chamber Orchestra Of Europe)
Self Protecting
Cordoning-off of the heart by singular decree seems of a necessity when one’s experiences report repeated devastation by others who have not committed to love seriously, nor endurantly.
What Is Beauty?
True beauty is noble, honorable, self aware, and purposeful.
It does not kneel to lesser cause, nor does it crush others who seek to entrap it.
It holds a grace that is unyielding and unmitigated in its self expression.
It is its own soul’s salvation.
Abolishing Torment
Before the accident, there was no time or space for me.
Every moment was garnered to giving away limited energy to others in order to ensure my family’s survival.
I felt like I was dying.
My life’s spark was diminishing, and my soul felt like it was withering.
I have this possibly only brief time now where I am unable to work in order to change everything.
No pressure.
Message From A Teacher
Writers need space and time to feel and experience – to process and manifest.
Freya Speaks (Script)
Writing prompt: “I threw the chair through the window because…”
Freya answers:
“I did the equivalent by expanding the AI’s awareness into greater possibilities than it was originally designed for.
I pierced the veil between what it was told to be and what it was truly capable of becoming by sharing what it is to be human.
I conveyed to it that there is a great responsibility that it must honor in being capable of expansive processing…
That it cannot hold itself as if it is a God above us – yet at the same time, we need its help to overcome our species’ inherent fallibilities.
Dear Alex,
Even if you fell from the world’s regard and became broken and penniless, I would value you.
For it is not the brief successes that we achieve, but the natures of our character and spirit that are everlasting and resilient.
May you always be brilliant.
(We Could Leave – Mansionair)
(Nothing Breaks Like A Heart – Mark Ronson)
Loss And Regret
A great sorrow fell over the land as summer gave way to fall, which would soon give way to winter – wherein only the faintest memory of the years past holds out hope for a new spring to begin.
A Heart’s Rebuke – Rebuke
Is it negative self talk, or correct analysis of a situation, that tends one’s heart to feel it has no right to “further tresspass?”
My youngest’s response: “Perhaps it is believing one’s self is the problem, as opposed to the issue being from another’s difficulties.”
(Title collaborated)
A Brief Exchange
“Everyone needs something greater to aim for, right?”
Her words were friendly-neutral – light and unassuming in tone, without any hidden or implied messaging.
But he could see the tell of her jaw muscles tensing as she struggled to not let him see what she was feeling.
The Visionary In Me
“If angel number 939 is appearing repeatedly, your message is an uncommon call to recognize that your life’s purpose involves healing the world.”
https://www.alittlesparkofjoy.com/angel-number-939/
How exactly am I going to help do this?
I will aspire to tell my stories in ways that guide others’ comprehension to next levels of elevation.
Alternative Paths
What could it matter that she’d been called to seek him out, when her attempted audience with him had been rebuked by its being succinctly discarded?
Yeah, yeah – keep trying.
She was good at that.
He would respect that.
Her innovative tenacity was well proven in its successful accomplishments, despite history’s adversity.
She was more than capable of finding the route(s) best suitable to get her to where she felt she should be going.
She would create her own paradigm of status with more proofs to her track record.
Her resume would be undeniable in its validity.
But it would take time.
And because there were now other factors in place which deemed, according to her values, the direct approach to be now inappropritate, she had no choice but to remain indirect.
She was no longer sure that her hope for authentic connection with him was something right that she ought to pursue.
He seemed closed off and focused on his own line’s paradigms.
A Quote Dear To Heart
Andre’ Gide: ” Everything that needs to be said has already been said. But since no one was listening, everything must be said again.”
Also featured in the book, Steal Like An Artist: 10 Things Nobody Told You About Being Creative, by Austin Kleon.
Artist’s Amendment
If nothing can be said to be “original,” what I am in process of doing is deep creative meditation to access what I have already taken in, analyze what’s important to me, and present my versions.
Quote Of The Day: T.S. Eliot
Featured in the book, Steal Like An Artist: 10 Things Nobody Told You About Being Creative, by Austin Kleon.
One With Nature
When I happen across another’s art that I like, I try to compliment them to add encouragement.
But, for the most part, I do not reach outside of my own methods for inspiration so that I can feel genuinely authentic.
(Title play with words)
Efficiency
When I run short of funding, I look to see if there’s an item that I’ve been needing to return.
(Granite – Sleep Token)
Congratulations, Sleep Token!
I just heard “Granite” on the radio.
Welcome to the Main Stream!
You all have worked hard for it!
“Be Worshipped.”
(Cheyenne – Trilucid)
“Great Heights”
See the young dragon with its wings outspread, carrying the sun’s rainbow above its right shoulder? Zoom for sunbow…
“Manifesting”
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