Month: December 2023
A Pile Of Paperwork
At least I have figured out a major culprit of my winter sudden depression: applications, etc., on the front end for possible rewards down the line.
(Sweet Disposition – The Temper Trap)
It’s Only Fair
She’d held on through the years, regardless of stress or pressures, to ensure some kind of stability for her children to push off from.
At this point, perhaps, her breaking down and fragmenting was long overdue.
(Your Side Of Town – The Killers)
A lovely blend sounding of New Order’s “Truth Faith,” Daft Punk’s “Instant Crush,” and something more.
The Maiden And The Wind: Game On [3]
“This is what I do!” she countered in her defense, wary now and being sure to mask the truth.
The Maiden And The Wind: Rebirth [2]
“Do you expect that I owe you for remembering me and keeping the light burning?!” he demanded, ethereal coattails swirling in this sudden rush of emotion.
The Raptor And The Gargoyle: Fatal Flaws [11]
“I know that gargoyles don’t migrate – and that you are by nature as a species, categorically stubborn. But I also sense that you have always craved something more than this mere existence has provided,” she coaxed.
The Maiden And The Wind: Vigil [1]
Through the years and every season, she kept a lantern burning for him so that he could return.
The Raptor And The Gargoyle: Expansion [10]
“Have you considered migrating?” she suggested. “Sometimes it is better to start out fresh in new fields, rather than to be pidgeon-holed by what is “known.”
Out And About
It is nice to take the hounds for a drive from time to time because I want to, rather than because I have to.
(Abebbe – Acid Pauli, Sainte Vie Remix)
Thematics
(The Day I Tried To Live – Soundgarden)
Love Torn
Sometimes a wound must be cauterized – and then ignored – to be given space and time to heal.
Capability
To fly without hindrance
Where will’s heart flows
Along varying currents
Flavor of whim’s soul.
More Than This
What defined her could not be as yet defined.
Of An Age
She had fought against the conclusion that she should abstain from men.
“Zephyrus Blowing”

See his face above his cloud breath?
“Panther Moon”

“Two Ravens”

Acting
How does one know that how they are performing is “good?”
(Tell Your Heart To Beat Again – Danny Gokey)
Looking Back
She was more dynamic and hungry than he was.
Therefore, the kids and she were likely destined to fly the nest eventually, anyway.
Quite Frankly
She had not experienced a man wanting her for the “right” reasons.
It’s Funny
I keep expecting myself to get out of pain, although the impact happened only a few months ago.
Pragmatics
She surmised it was probably impracticle for her to be in a relationship now – and possibly, ever.
Her life kept shifting and rearranging along some evolving behind-the-scenes course, and she was required to be at its helm.
Aw, That’s Nice
“A 212 sighting when considering twin flames is a recognition of the true creative power a relationship can have in your life.”
https://www.cosmopolitan.com/lifestyle/a46000415/212-angel-number-meaning/
(Don’t Get Me Wrong – Matchbox Twenty)
“My Precious”

“Lord Of The Rings” reference.
“Space Pod”

“Astronaut”

“N.T.Iris”

From “The Abyss”
“The Flame”

“Berth”

“Dragonheart”

See the dragon made of darker clouds surrounding?
“Tidal Ink”

Zoom moon.
“Arakis”

Zoom center.
“Tsunami”

“I See You”

“The Pearl”

(Heartbroken – Diplo, Jesse Murph, & Polo 6)
(No pressure – lol!)
“What The -?!”

Aren’t we supposed to not “Touch The Piece?!”
(Quote reference: “The Lego Movie”)
Broken Lines
“I had thought I could forgive him anything.”
Rage
Even though he eventually tried to reconcile, she could not forgive him for what their children had already endured, and for what they would still have to go through.
War’s Dictates
I do not like playing the game Chess because someone must alwats be vanquished.
Check Mate
“He took it all away from me; from us; from our children.
Because he was afraid to redefine what it meant to be free.
Because he did not truly see me.
For if he had, he would have known that any wrong could have been made to be right between us.
And he would have reached out to embrace life – rather then letting hope whither and diminish.”
(Poison And Wine – The Civil Wars)
Reading
It could be expected that I would extoll its virtues.
But having not read much for years, finding old friends in book form means facing memories of loss.
For I once had a life I loved, full of books and the promise of better tomorrows.
Back when I believed in love’s power to overcome anything.
But it is the human spirit that must remain resilient.
What Delight!
Usually, when I sit someplace inside made by humans, my searching eyes find very little of interest to entice or intrigue my mind’s curiosity.
Not so sitting inside of a book store!

