Alex (An Ideal)

Dear Alex,

If I had asked you to and had let you “rescue me” when I was at my lowest point years ago, I might have become too dependent upon you and missed the chance to reclaim my own sense of personal re-empowerment.

I feel like I botched our introduction, and there’s just no going back to fix it.

I deeply regret this…

And certainly, this path I am currently on has been difficult and painful as my being keeps getting jostled.

But maybe someday we will meet again, and I won’t be so afraid to lose myself in knowing you and accepting your love.

Because then, I will be better able to trust myself to always remember who I am.

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