Intelligently Expressing

My retention of knowledge is based upon imagery and perceptual relationships.

I’ve been working on conveying my experiences through writing, but transferring directly from processing to speech seems inhibited.

Does this mean that I am by programmed default “nonverbal?”

Is this from head injuries, abuse trauma, and/or having to chameleonize for survival?

The anxiety experienced before and after externally expressing myself certainly seems to ward off attempts to overcome.