Month: July 2024
A Return To Innocence
The doctors and scientists would end up caging us one by one after we took the serum to restore our humanity’s origins because it helped us to have a sense of safety by having external boundaries.
We could not roam or wander lost and confused in the throes of the healing overcoming our brokenness, and no one could enter these artificial yet soothing barred havens as our minds realized just how fragmented of an existence as a species that we all as humans had been living.
What outside observers yet unadministered to misread as “regression,” those of us in transition quickly realized in process as “reclamation.”
Spasming and shaking worked out where our bodies had been trapped in “fight, flight, or freeze,” while we cried out in distressed pain from now-conscious experiencing of how many horrible and tragic twists and turns our ancestry took as it veered away from the truth of our birthrights’ existence.
It was frightening to observe our eyes rolling back into our heads as we panted and frothed from our mouths while mini strokes reopened once blocked and scarred over neural pathways, restoring reconnection to our true ancestral lineages.
We were at last being delivered from half-lifed ignorance imposed upon us by generations of insane sociopathic narcissists in power, yet society and family members not yet given the shot at first sought to stop our progress and somehow reverse the process.
Luckily, those who tried to kill us while we were in transition were deflected and contained by the “guardians” who had already undergone our long-needed genetic resequencing.
And after about a day or so under the diligent care of groundbreaking scientific innovation, clarity was at last restored to our third-eyed vision, returning each one of us to our own ancestry’s trends in independent intelligence’s animalism.
Some restored were relinked to the wolf, big cats, or rhinos, for example, whereas others accessed more ancient understandings as those of the first aquatic dwellers who emerged onto land and later evolved into bird and reptile species.
There were even populations of people we would later come to realize had knowledge passed down from the equivalent of mythological dragons!
However, the common unifier in all of humanity was the synaptic rebridging of our species’ relinking with nature.
Intelligent behavioral characteristcs as ancestral instinct were restored to our easy daily access which freely flowed down from past generations, now healing our humanity.
Reconnection to these trace memories gave each one of us the visceral experience of no longer being alone.
We were each reconnected to Source, and the resultant relief and joy at this reunificatiom spread almost instantly across the Earth’s nations as we all embraced humanity’s salvation.
We still looked the same in our various genetics passsd down from “monkeys” as “the change” ultimately took over us.
But our minds, hearts, and spirits were no longer rifted into disjointed, mismatched pieces.
Violence against one another and our planet quickly became a fading nightmare of insanity as we all came to realize the lie of “survival of the fittest.”
For Nature has ever best flourished by its inhabitants seeking symbiotic relationships.
Viral parasitism has always been a mutational aberration that had for too long run rampant among our species, unchecked and selectively propagated by sociopathic narcisist’s who had risen to power by terrorism of our dependent populations.
Targeted culling of healers and innovators during “wars for humanity” had continued selective inbreeding of the “retardation” of our species – likely first begun by accidental long term isolation of certain clans cut off from the rest of us by ancient environmental disasters.
(From a dream’s background storyline, early morning on July 15, 2024 – copywrite Athena Stairs)
“Thistle-Me-This”

“Buck Moon”

Life Starts Where Fear Ends
“Solare Flare”

(Name – Goo Goo Dolls)
Wealth
Family, plants, and self happy and healthy.
(Royals – Lorde)
“Stairway To Heaven”

Validation
They found another torn muscle.
(Just Like Fire – Pink)
I Did It!
I completed my certification by a hard fought for barely-a-toe across the line!
Tongue-In-Cheek
You’re just a kid, and I’m an aged spinster.
That’s Me Gardening

The tiny one with the hat, next to hat-roofed house.
https://www.instagram.com/p/C9OUo-2tB1s/?igsh=MTVtZGh5aXNwdDl2cQ==
“Third Eye”

Faces within faces…
(Flame – Susie Ro)
Seeking Common Ground
It is hard to avoid skew when we are burdened.
Something Neat
Maybe my being there at that time helped save others and gave a lesson where needed.
Concepts in higher meaning…
Unpacking
It becomes even more clear to me why I have made the difficult decisions that I have made my life.
It haa not only been to ensure my survival, but to do so with integrity.
Will Of One
I exist.
I am valid.
A work in progress.
Everchanging, seeking balance.
A Moment Seen
Hello *****,
To my instructor’s outdated and again insensitive comment, “employers expect blah blah blah…” I replied that I would not work for one who would not support my succeeding despite disability and life emergencies.
I guess that means I must aim for eventual return to self-employment – hahaha!
Dodge script-implied auto retort of, “Well no one would put up with ‘this behavior’ or hire you!”
I did not complete the project by the arbitrarily-shortened timeline, but made quality, complex progress to where can be seen developing capabilities, and I took screen shots showing expansive developmental progress.
I am biting my tongue and trying to “check” my brain to not let out a torent of vexed verbality over others’ projections and unrealistic expectations of my performance.
It is the kind of subtle but insistive passive-aggressive and insidious gaslighting outdated messaging designed to make a person turn upon their self as if they are the problem.
Those projecting are likely even blind to what they are doing, after likely surviving such treatment in the workforce and life circumstances – coming from their own personal background “traumas” and having to self modify to their own detriment.
No thank you.
I will not join in being a mouthpiece – nor another puppet forced into compliance of dancing to and passing on this negative message self-defaming encoding.
We are all “carriers” of brain washing viral behavior imprints to some extent.
It is up to each one of us to decide to wrestle with these internal demons turning us against ourselve;, not let them pressure us into infecting others; and break the chains of propagation being continually passed onward to future generations.
And now, back to our previously scheduled programs…
*Coming Soon*
Sample of Spring Final Project.
(Austin – Dasha)
Catalyst
One of regeneration and meltdown capacities.
Pain
Mine is the type of emotionsl and physical into transcendental to where by attempting to understand and unpack it could drive a person insane.
Freedom Fighters
Movie heroes can often set an example for us to aspire to while we cling to ideals.
But in the end, they are actors, and we must save our own days.
(Gypsy – Joseph Haydn / Piano Trio No. 39 In G Major, Hob. XV:25)
By Her Side
The hound who called out “Squirrels!” and the wolf who dug for voles sat at her left and right hands as she worked upon her goals.
(Takin’ Care Of Business – Bachman-Turner Overdrive)
Taking Care Of Business
One at critical stage of heart failure, intervened with by vasodilator and diuretic.
One with sinus infection getting antibiotics, and advanced stage liver cancer – prognosis yet to be determined.
One with recovering spinal injuries and knee arthritis.
How To Unjam Your Printer
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C8xnzObyR_a/?igsh=cXg0bnR4aGxuNXYz
My kind of “tech savvy!”
(Hey Jude – The Beatles)
Three Times, Now
“Three cats in the vet’s – cats in the vet’s – cats in the vet’s…”
Constrictions
I do my best to make the best of circumstantial limitations.
(Discover – Davinia Leonne)
Underlying Issues
Pain…loss…regret…
Mosh Pig w/ Singing
“You Seem Like A Quiet Person…”
Dance Transcends Time
Equality
Being in a relationship has never been safe for me because I have to give too much to reinforce any stability.
At The Gates
There is a fight a-brewin’…
Perhaps it is best to nurture peace.
Back Off!
I am not interested in being built up nor torn down by any person attempting projection!
(Slow It Down – Benson Boone)
Dear Alex,
I thought you could see and understand such complexities of being a warrior human.
How the brain partitions off when in fight or flight’s defending; how it freezes the body to be still when the dead of night are stalking.
Yet, we are merely a man and a woman.
Lone Champion
When you keep having to fight off demons, everything stinks of brimstone and blood.
Fire and steel become one.
Tbe Plan
I can’t be ready before I’m ready, but can expand my skills where I am.
(Creatures In Heaven – Glass Animals)
I Hate It
I hate that so many years have been full of struggle and desperation, bleeding out opportunities for love’s reconnection.
The Awful Truth
Two of our cats have not been feeling well, and I had to take them to the emergency vet while hoping that all they would need was some antibiotics and guided TLC.
But one turns out to have congestive heart failure in critical condition, and the other has a fluid-chambered mass on its liver!
