He didn’t appreciate her love when he had it, because he never had gone without it.
And she had never really known nor felt that he had truly wanted it.
Month: October 2024
(One Time – King Crimson)
Love’s Attachment
It doesn’t matter what “they” say, or how badly a person might feel about it.
Or who will or will not support it.
The heart just wants what it wants.
The Trial
She stood accused of “making the same mistakes” by her inner critics.
How dare she take that bold-leap chance and risk on another good-hearted guy – who it turns out, like the other men before, also had issues with commitment!
The side-thronging demons laughed at her expense – ranting, raving, and hooting in their cajoling rompery about how she’d “done it again.”
She had somehow found *yet another guy* whose kind and inclusive nature turned inattentive – resulting in a rejection, neglect, and abandonment reinforcement paradigm.
“Oh, girl!” they screamed out in cackling, fanatic goading.
“You don’t need our help – you keep f-ing things up on your own!”
Mutuality
Co-providing nourishment where each person needs.
Sailing Away
A man, once escapes his own bound gravity, may have trouble reconnecting after becoming addicted to the wind.
Earth Bound
She did not understand these earth dwellers, and her own kind had long ago flown away.
(Be Still – Kaskade)
ReEmergence
Ready or not, with new specialty focii and despite reinjury, I prepare to immediately relaunch my business.
Quail-Ee-Poh!!!
Movie End Quotes: I Capture The Castle
“I love…
I have loved…
I will love…”
(The Great Divide – Seven Lions Remix – Velvetine)
Movie Pick: Van Helsing
Wintering
She could and wanted to have more puplets, but there was something still deep inside of her that she needed to claim and nurture.
Empty Den
Her youngest pup now having found a peer pack within which to travel and roam, she wondered what she, herself, would become.
In The Trenches
Anchoring
I feel disrupted
Center-spiraling
Unsure of bearings
Extend-contracting
I Can’t Hide It, Anymore
I feel and feel deeply.
And as the injuries take new dimensions of increased swelling and pressure, I feel afraid.
Jubulence
The construction behind our house has been messing with my nervous system by produced vibrations.
However, stepping out into the already too-brisk, cridp-dank and overcast day air to clean backyard dog poo, it lifted my spirits in joining laughter to hear something go *boom!* as it was tossed down onto the ground – then immediately followed by a worker cackling happily at the noise’s result.
They are out there playing around with nail guns, keeping time to Mexican music, whistling at odd times and hammering at varied time signatures against or with each other – just generally making a community party of it.
Omg: one even called out an “Ai-Ai-eee!”
Ah-hahahahaha!
F- yeah!
(Out Of Time – Zedd ft. Bea Miller)
“A**-Backwards”
She was pushed away, because he cared.
Another Round
She wasn’t wanted, because she cared.
(Evigt Regn [Eternal Rain] – Frander)
Lost In Time
Every thwarted moment; every denied kiss: chance buried by yesterdays; Heaven missed.
(Blossom – Kerli)
Blossoming
Time and entropy wear away at our deliberate denial of opportuniity.
At some point, we must relent and embrace love wholeheartedly.
A Thematic
Outliers who engage, then become distant and unavailable.
(Circles – Post Malone)
Sometimes
She thought about it.
Ambulatorily
Challenged.
(Zone Black – Emil Amo)
There Is No Out
Only Through.
When You Die…
Relaxing With Pets
Sky Relativity
Fisticuffs
“I’m strugglin’ here – but I’m showin’ up!”
Red Eyes
Shifter
I become what I need to become, working with my capabilities, instincts, and nature.
(Spectrum – Zedd ft. Matthew Koma)
“In The Limelight”
“Human-Nature”
“Sunburst”
Sun rising…
“Aspect Ratio”
“Camouflage”
“Art”
Zoom…
(Crashing – Illenium)
Nightfall
It is good to reclaim my skills, but not to have the wound reinjured.
(I’ve Lost My Heart Again – Frank Sinatra with Tommy Dorsey & His Orchestra)
Being My Own Authority
If being gently honest, vulnerable, and inclusive has the result of others reacting by running away, there’s really nothing more that I can do or say.
Rant
Fighting for functionality with my phone puts me in a foul mood!
Say it 5 times fast…
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