Altered States

The Waiting Game

It can’t be seen by the public eye
But leaks out around my family

That lockdown, semi-functional
Catatonic, slow-motion moving

More in my mind than body
But discoordinates plenty

I could go to a dance party tonight
Blow off steam and hear new music

But my being craves what’s known
Running on the elliptical as if home

Imaginary roads being traveled with
Barriers being overcome by striding

Opposite from fear’s innate paralysis
Telling me I can’t create until it’s safe.

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