Month: December 2024
Message Received, Loud And Clear
“I am not wanted for who I am as an amazing, capable, and loving human being – but for what I can provide and for what others can take from me.
I’d say this amounts to a sh**-ton of fresh negative reinforcement – so why the he** would I want to go get on feeding-frenzy dating sites?!!”
Heat Waves
She finally figured out that it was the medication that was causing her sore throats and day and night sweats.
(Walk Away – Elderbrook, Live From Colorado)
The Box
Before she knew it, she was encased tightly within a trap of her own needs, desiring more, while denied the breath and light of true relationship.
(Title of multiple meanings)
Thank Grace
Both cats are eating, again!
Why Athena Did Not Marry
Her wisdom and talent for strategy likely assessed the human and godly behavioral extremes around her and calculated there being extremely low odds of her succeeding in relationship with any one of them!
Crossroads
How to let go
Wait for you
Being ready’s
Hard to do
When unsure
Where to turn
All this desire
Aches, burns
Birds in flight
Know home
On the ground
I’m lost, roam
Searching
Pacing
Heart
Racing
Soul deep
Listening
For your
Guidance
(Breakdown – Tantric)
Cloaked
Since emotional pain kept flooding her system, she decided to utilize its energy.
(Move, Keep Walkin’ – TobyMac)
3:33pm
333 encourages to set plans into action and let your personal strength be the guide; to trust yourself and put thought into your choices.
Lockdown
Fight, flight, or freeze.
Freezing.
Freezing.
Production
Currently limited to rebuilding clientele and managing pet health emergencies.
(Waiting For The Sunshine – Robin Schulz)
Compassion
Incoming
Granny Vs. Robber
Dear Alex,
I did not think that your form would change into any reality for me.
You have always been an ideal, which now, perhaps, becomes human.
The Rock
Allowing herself to cling to his music and imagery, she leaned into the artists’s work, as if he were her confidant and future.
How Animals Would Run…
Withdrawal
She was tired of being strung along.
No
Upon parting, he encouraged her to go onto dating sites.
(Title of multiple meanings)
(Bad At Love – Halsey)
Empty Roads
At least the traffic was light…
(Give A Little Bit – Supertramp)
Misdeeds
Captivated by the promise of his friendship, she had waited, but considered.
And when she at last accepted, it all turned out to be a ruse.
She hated when people misrepresented.
“Severance,” By Dead Can Dance
Severance,
The birds of leaving call to us,
Yet here we stand
Endowed with the fear of flight.
Overland
The winds of change consume the land,
While we remain
In the shadow of summers now past.
When all the leaves
Have fallen and turned to dust,
Will we remain
Entrenched within our ways.
Indifference,
The plague that moves throughout this land
Omen signs
In the shapes of things to come.
Severance
She had to delete their texts and his phone number in order to stop reaching out because he was never going to reciprocate.
A Man’s Silence
“Intolerable cruelty.”
(Insight – Depeche Mode)
Dues
“I’ve more than paid mine.”
‘Til The Bitter End
“It was never an option for me to leave him because I was trying to stop the broken lines from our past generations from getting passed on to our children.”
Raw Insight
“I think that I have realized that guys are attracted to me because I am independent, so they think they can get away with putting in little or no effort with me.
Therefore, I need to cut off ties with all of that because I absolutely do need connection.
I can’t be anyone’s ‘free ride,’ anymore.”
Home
There’s a place
We both need
Puzzle pieces
Fitting together
Through any weather
We’d stay together
Hearts inviting
Minds uniting
How do we find eachother?
How do we open the doors
Where we’ve been hiding
As weapons fall to floor?
Where Love Grows
Two hearts caught in time
Baby, tell me that it’s true
Could paths be aligning
Or will you pass through
Searching for love
Well I’ve been, too
How do we know
How do we know
How do we know
How do we know
What makes our blood flow
From our souls’ quickening
How long could it last?
We can promise forever
Maybe all that matters
Is that we keep trying
Reaching out to hold
Our hope as if a child
Elderbrook: Coca-Cola
Tiny Web Puppy!
“Feast For Felines”
At this point, it’s about getting them to eat.
(Do You Hear Me – Ilkan Gunuc & Osman Altun)
Musical Influences
Appeal to and feed my senses.
8:44am
844 is a communication from the divine realm that you are strong enough to take that journey that will lead you to success
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/167759154860161490/#:~:text=Angel%20number%20844%20is%20a,Essie
Research Internship
Like a Saving-Grace pass in her direction, the email arrived with prospective premise.
External Messaging
She was on her own
She was on her own
She was on her own
When would she get it into her head
These were waters she had to tread
From all of the negative reinforcing?
Why keep fighting the obvious, girl?
“Nofhing is going to change for better”
Give up on yourself – get on disability
(Run – Elderbrook & Vintage Culture)
Viral Cold
A pretty severe one, with sneezing and cough-burning lungs.
Oh My Gosh, Right?! Dogs…
(Numb – Elderbrook)
Disintegration
She could no longer carry responsibility for the family structure.
The older animals were entering decay and end of life emergencies.
Her youngest had launched and was unavailable to collaborate.
What they call “empty nesting” was more the collapse of a system that required the support of more than one person.
Cane Dance
Drum beats I put together years ago and played for tribal belly dancers.
No reproduction or use allowed except by my express and verified permissions.
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