A Return To Innocence

“God’s” Plan

“I do not know for sure about ‘God’s’ existence.

But I do know that Love exists as pure Good intension’s essence.

And when humans embody love and share it’s nourishment, people heal and flourish – and the whole world can heal and flourish by Love’s beneficience, creating ‘Paradise on Earth’ as ‘God’ has ‘promised.’

In this way, it can be seen that ‘God’s Will’ can ‘work through us’ by our ‘Right’ actions in truely loving one another.

Now, I do not feel comfortable at all with the thought of allowing some ‘entity’ to come and go inside my body at any time just ‘willy-nilly’ as religion preaches that people should open up to allow ‘God’ to do.

Feels a bit too much like allowing some kind of ‘possession!’

But Love, itself…ah, Love…

This is something that will always have a home inside of my mind, soul, and body.

And perhaps, this is the real take home message for humans.

Let Love live inside of us and grow between us.

This, in essence, is true Goodness.”

Where Demons Tread

Tattered Angel

Where is it Good
That I have been

Cast out of Heaven
To dwell in darkness

Forced to boost my children to
Catch only glimpses of the sun

Holding by weakening arms
Struggling to remain strong

When I once had wings and
Could have raised them high

Giving them the whole world
Without stunted compromise

And how they feared to own truth
When learned wings could burn

How they fought my good reasoning
When witnessed unjust punishment –

Thinking perhaps it was best to accept
Living in darkness as payment’s safety

How we each fought our demons
Cornering us to mistrust our love

How we struggled to uncover our truth
Buried in wreckage, cleansed by tears

Until at last they grew strong enough to
Turn inward and embrace the true self

Pushing me aside, soft to abruptly
As every child must do, eventually

And realized their own wings
Had not burned from the fall

Where Demons Tread

Distorting Reality

When he and his partner had children, it was an opportunity to ensure correction of how they had been poorly raised by their own parents.

They could now rewrite the script and grow their own children in love by cooperatively working as a team together for the greater good of their family.

But he got spooked at being in this arrangement because his childhood had been filled with destructive behaviors and actions against him by a dominating and controlling single mother.

So he kept looking for any flaw within his partner, picking on her “playfully” as he cut down her confidence and subverted her efforts and careful plans aimed at creating their advancing stability.

He tormented her positivity and innovative reasoning until, after too many years, she at last broke down into nerves and lashed out at him, “justifying” his inherent mistrust.

He took a good, solid woman and turned her into “a monster” because of his own fears – then cast her off to single parent in poverty.

Altered States

Ends Of Days

“As some animals have developed heart failure, liver cancer, and now possibly mouth cancer, I must at least say to myself that these are indicators that I succeeded at providing quality longevity of life for them – although it does not make sense to me that achievement means death by old age diseases, because it would feel more right if youthful health were further prolonged.”

Altered States

Faith

Unfortunately, Faith requires belief when it is difficult to see or feel tangibles.

There is no real reassurance except shifting one’s self into pushing aside lockdown fear while doing whatever one can to get to show up for those miracles.

Even if that means only being able to do one thing per day.

Because once one gets the momentum going to do that one thing, just in passing one might be able to accomplish a few more other vital things.

And before one knows it, many hurtles have been overcome which seemed impossible or, at least, improbable.

The road isn’t easy, though.