Month: March 2025

Songs

Quasar (Song)

Candid Corvid Productions

You see me far away
Emitting high energy

So imagine if closer
Quivering pulsings

Trying to contain
Competing forces

I’d be clumsy giddy
Distracted graceful

Because your gravity
Tugs at blood’s flow

You know there’s
No slowing collision

In Forces of Nature’s
Hardwire inclination

Ah, darling, I’m worried
‘Cause I need you badly

I don’t want to wait for
Ok from mum or daddy

Yes, I want to be wooed
But I need your impetus

If I give it all to you too soon
Will sun still crave moon rest?

Or will the dust in all of the galaxies
Call your break from our synchrony?

Don’t you see I’m the key
To your alternate destiny?

Take that ride inside
Where we bend reality

Trip through that portal
To find Heaven’s waiting

Discovering new worlds
Ready for our awakening

Songs

Synergizing (Song)

Candid Corvid Productions

It’s been there growing
Been a long time comin’

In the airways
In the elements

Like calls to like
Rules wild magic

It’s just a matter of
If you also believe

That I am the one
We’re meant to be

‘Cause I felt it then
And undeniable now

Looking over history
We’ve grown talents

Coming from wreckage
Of past love’s mistakes

Finding truth in ourselves
We never wanted to forsake

I guess many others also dream
But what I need’s been honed clean

That firebrand’s understanding
We’ll play dirty and counter mean

Any godd**n fool who dares to
F**k with our mantra’s obscene

Whether from family, friends, or society
I’ll be in the heights and trenches, baby

Just need to know you got my back
Can’t settle again for possibly maybe’s

Indiscriminant relegating negotiating
When all I want is for us to come clean

Alex (An Ideal)

Dear Alex,

Candid Corvid Productions

I’m terrified to talk to you
Afraid anything I say or do

Can get misinterpreted
Because people project

And fears conscript moments
That need to breathe truthfully

I’ve been fighting off demons
I can’t kill that keep reaching

I see them everywhere I look
It’s like we’re all a bit infected

And I don’t want to lose you
I want us to be inoculated

Do you understand meaning
When I say I want to dance?

Is your heart at last ready
For this feast after famine?

Are you willing to fight hard
For truth buried underneath

The lies everyone’s gonna tell
To pull us apart and sabotage

Everything we have both earned
By hearts’ loss pure endurance?

Songs

Tell Me True (Song)

Candid Corvid Productions

I’ve been workin’ the ropes
I’ve been searchin’ for hope

Not from anybody – in fact
I’ve been out of circulation

Because I can’t give away what
Funeral pyres’ grief made of me

Can’t be trapped by empty ones
Gotta get with a real man’s love

Through all this damaged reverie
Light that match for soul synergy

Come on now baby tell me truely
Do you wanna be the one for me?

I see your plans generating
Elemental world dominating

I don’t need the fame and fortune
Just need our hearts’ collaborating

I’ve got my own things to prove
And want to do them beside you

So tell me now baby tell me truely
Do you wanna be the one for me?

Come on now baby gonna set us free?
Give me the key to your Lamborghini

Set us on that roadway of speeding
Out of control until we’re colliding

If I’m confidin’ got to tell everything
‘Cause I want us to have it all honey

Art

Bad Dreams

Candid Corvid Productions

“Last night in a dream, he came to me.

Said he wanted me back – just as it’s likely, if you and I got together, she’d try to reclaim you.

But it was lies, all lies, and demanded my compromise as he wanted others, too.

Is that what would happen to you?

What’s the price you’d have to pay?

Could we work it through?”

A Woman's Plight

Skin Deep

Candid Corvid Productions

“He had closed off to me long before his injuries.

I didn’t know how to get him back – we were way off track from where we’d begun.

We were so young.

What had I done but been naive and asked him about something, too trusting and wanting his opinion?

Was it those “friends” who tried to falsely corrupt my reputation – make him think I would be a bad thing – and convince him to discard me for their gains?

Was it my sending away the woman who suddenly reappeared, trying to leverage their history and dethrone me?

I knew something about his past was unresolved and was soon projected onto me.

It shut down our connection’s honesty and sealed tight his mouth, glomming onto me like sticky taffy.

It was like I couldn’t move or breath freely, and every move I made or word I said was used as reinforcement to distance him.

And those hormones made me feel and see the cracks of our impending loss too clearly.

I begged him nicely – but then the women flirting and his ambiguity”s lack of reassurance got me yelling.

Our truth was there – why couldn’t and wouldn’t he fight for it?!

It was in how we drummed together, and in how our bodies confided.

But I couldn’t reach him; couldn’t talk to him.

He kept avoiding and denying while going through the motions of being together.

I could tell he resented my challenging and rallying, as he withdrew even more from me.

Our love before had been alive and vital – and I’d be damned if I would let it die like this!

But I was damned because I didn’t let go of it.”