“For having and voicing needs.”
Month: April 2025
(Hiding – Ben Bohmer ft. Lykke Li, Visualiser)
It Hurts
“With the pressures squeezing down like a vise, my personal behavior here may become erratic this month and beyond.
Let’s just say, ‘I’m screaming inside.'”
“Dancing Spirit Bird”
“Archaeopteryx”
A Vasty Nothingness
“Something is impinged in my sensory translator that blocks the conceptual application of ‘playing by ear’ for me.
As in translating notes from what I hear into music theory transcription.
And so far in practicing the major scales on the piano, I do not as yet know how doing so will ever become automatic for me.”
“Bird Song”
Bucking Saddles
“Choosing any course of action requires tasks of followthrough, and I find that certain modes conscript central aspects of my core personality that are just too darn tired of getting pushed around and forced into workhorse drudgery.”
Heaven Sent (Song)
By Athena Stairs, April 29, 2025
Something about
The way you feel
Made my heart
Stop and listen
Asking for
Permission
To tell my side
Without pride
Following
Intuition
Startled as two
Hearts collided
Can you see
I want you?
Stumbling over
Heart’s gestures
Making me
A jester in
Your court of
Consideration
As I wonder if
I’ve got the right
Tripping over
My own shoes
Do you care at all
Or are you amused?
My tasks grow heavy
Must find distractions
To help cope
With passion
Inspred by my
Desire for you
What is the rain
Without water?
Dessicated yearning
Through and through
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Hell Bent (Song)
Athena Stairs, April 29, 2025
I adored you
Trust broken
Wicked charm
Causes harm
Unmeant for
The faithless
Tasteless your love
Savored in my mouth
How could you
Lead me to doubt
After knowing my
Regard for you?
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Jade (Song)
By Athena Stairs, April 29, 2025
I wish I could crack
Apart my defences
Let a little light
into this room
But there were
Consequences
When peeled
Back layers
Thinking
I was safe
Finding instead
Betrayal’s blade
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“Spring Trees”
Coral Reef Reparations
“Variegated”
“Relief”
The Wound
“Risking to love again takes bravery to a whole new level.”
“Open Arms”
Magical Musical Marble Machine
Epic Terminator Ending
(Rain – Sleep Token, Lyric Video)
“The White Flower”
It just showed up as a bonus symbolic anomally!
Entropy
‘Seems to constantly engage.”
Near To Far (Song)
By Athena Stairs, April 28, 2025
If you see me coming close
And then backing fast away
It’s because I can’t tell if
It’s to me that you’d say
All the things my heart
Has waited long to hear
I hate to say it’s true
But loss is what I fear
And I don’t want to mistep
Onto ground where unsure
If it’s my love you crave when
Being wrong’s hard to endure
And I don’t want to interrupt
If to another you are pledged
Finding good love is hard
I don’t want to be a wedge
So perhaps you can forgive
As my heart startles to flight
When drawn to embrace the
Heat of sunlight after night
Having had to dig in deep
Weathering many storms
Psychology developed mythology
Keeping this soul from being torn
As I struggle to keep in check my
Answering hail to greet your call
Unsure if its my company
Welcomed to reunion’s ball
Maybe I’m just getting closer
To my own time’s redemption
Maybe we are paralleling
Mirrors bright in reflection
But I feel your mode so keenly
When you are happy or if sad
Whatever the outcome
I must somehow be glad
Because I want what’s best for you
Without compromise or negation
It’s proof my love for you is true
When distance brings desolation
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Whispering In The House
(What Have You Done To Me? – Lane 8 ft. Arctic Lake)
Something In The Air
“We are beginning to experiment with alternative forms of communication.”
Arooo!
“I hear family far off may be returning!”
(Waterfall – Elderbrook, Hotel Session #48)
“Dogfish”
Zoom to see his side profile on left.
Calming Tea
They Say
“You’ve got to love yourself before you can love someone else.
But when you’ve already been doing so, this phrase is just a cop out.
There’s no real explanation why one continues to then be alone.
It’s just about making the best of it.”
(Need You – Oliver Michael)
Howl
A wolf needs its pack.
I Don’t Feel Right
“And I’m not sure what it’s going to take to feel right.”
“In The Breeze”
“Reaching Into The Void”
So Fu**ed Up
“Every day, I awaken to another version of overwhelm, and ask myself why.
Because at this point in my life, I should be capitalizing on all prior years’ struggles into now’s triumphant progress.
But spinal injury doesn’t give a fu**.”
Tatooine Weather Forecast
The Pleasures Of Talking Nonsense With Someone We Love
Me And Music
“Mystic Hut”
Zoom…
“Boop!”
“First Outing”
Golden Hour – AAWWW Kitty
Chirp!
(Erase – Ben Bohmer ft. Lau.ra, Wave Visualizer)
Madness
“Finding out that you’ve been lied to in the most horrendous ways when it is too late to attempt to salvage the relationship.”
For The Love Of Good
“If we keep getting terrorized and beaten upon to give up our sense of rightness, then as the waves pull us farther out to see, what belongs to us by birth must become the prize to reachieve.”
The Issue Of Trying To Advance
“As I attempt to strengthen weak zones around my shoulder and hip joints, this is increasing imbalanced pully tension on my destabilized neck and spine misalignments, causing a new type of numbness in a coursing line in segments of my face, hand, and foot muscles.
There’s A Tingling Numbness
“The medical specialist told me that if I had any new symptoms that I should get back to him.
What – like the new dividing, tingling numbness between philanges in my foot that indicate that the lower spine injury you’ve been asserting is not as severe is actually as bad as I’ve been saying?!”
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