Mischief managed for the moment!
Month: April 2025
The Old “Windows” Version
(Answers – Cornelius SA ft. Pierre Stemmett, Extended)
The Call For Submissions
“My wild magic and I are not sure what this would gain us, because we are not trying to compete for attention.”
Maybe Unlikely
“Maybe if I didn’t try to keep growing and doing things, the disrupting chaos would not find me.
But, somehow, I find this unlikely.”
(Telephone Line – ELO)
“All The Way Up” Button
https://www.myinstants.com/en/instant/all-the-way-up-19525/
Artists: Fat Joe & Remy Ma
The Struggle
Things I must do
Vs.
Things I want to do
I’m Still Here
I don’t like having
To identify with TBI
Or having to carefully tread
To avoid ripping further thigh
It angers me to be relegated to
Thin grip working puppet shints
But even as I’m discoordinated
I’ll pursue aspirations initiated
Back when I could do most things
Because inside, I am still here.
The Slide
Straps?!
(Shut Up – Elderbrook, Black Eyed Peas, Hotel Room Sessions, Cabin Edition)
Hitting Reds
“As one account is borked, and others are blocked, emergencies blare as hit deadlines.”
Genres
“I guess I’m a ‘folk’ singer?”
“Where Hearts Roam” ( Song)
By Athena Stairs, April 17, 2025
I remember long ago
When a ten to sixteen growing girl
My little sister and baby bro
The camping trips, neighbors we’d know
My mother’s green thumb garden
Turned from rubbish pile to bounty
Berries climbing long fences
And birds singing in pine breeze
Chickens, turkeys, rabbits, ducks
And the walnut, fruit, and lemon trees
The 4-H kids looking to me
As I taught them caring husbandry
But no one tells you where you can call home
And so I moved onto high school
And overcame my shyness
My friends were cool, the grades we ruled
And I aimed my sights at college
I ran cross country in the hills
Just up the way from our house
I dreamed of tending to the raptors
Rescued in the canyons
My best friend bicycled like wind
For competing in the olympics
We lay upon our backs and watched
The clouds form shapes as teasing
But no one tells you where you can call home
Right before I turned sixteen
My parents called me back again
My grandma needed tending help
In another town where I’d grown up
And so I left the things I loved
And the family most dear to me
I roamed the golf course greens again
But the swans were gone who raised me
I sought stability as could
And in time I met some new friends
Found my love and we moved on
To better towns by the ocean
But no one tells you where you can call home
Now my kids are all grown up
My mother’s pin upon the shelf
The cats are gone, the night is long
And I worry about my health
I think I’ll get to learn at last
How to create my own music
Would my grandfather be proud
Or would he still look to refuse it
That wonderful amazing man
Saw the classics fading like the land
And as a child I tried to tell him
That life was just evolving
But no one tells your heart to change
When the past is what you’re craving
And no one tells us where we can call home
Yeah no one tells us where we can call home
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(That’s What I Want – Lil Nas X)
Repost from Augus 2022
Being Alone
The nice, empty quiet of solitude, sucking at senses for attention while trying to be productive.
(Take A Minute – Elderbrook)
“Two Cats”
Sleep Token Homage
When Opposites Detract
He wants sex, so bargains with closeness.
She wants closeness, so bargains with sex.
Force Of Habit
Mine is leaning into pain
Fighting needs to scream
As if this resistance
Makes me stronger
Without taking drugs
Or standard escapism
What would you have me do?
Bow down to ripping spasms?
No – I will keep battling through
Tangle-snarls and deep chasms
Because I don’t belong here, you see?
This is temporary insanity’s passing
And memories of a former me
Calling and wailing as evolving
Maybe I am crazy to be striving
When should lay down, let it be
But if I gave in to despair
Then I would lose dreams
House Cat
GPS
The Darth Fader

A New Breed

(You Are My High – Sultan Shepard)
(Prizefighter – Rise Against)
Love-Starved
“I had just needed some equal consistency in giving and receiving.”
It’s Funny
“How I think rest will ease the pain, when all it does is clear fuzz from my brain and make acute awareness even greater.”
I’m No Different
“I need things, too.”
Possession’s Healing
“When I try to rest, my body will suddenly quiver abruptly, as if it’s trying to break free – but likely is attempting to shake out the lockdown impingements from the accident’s damage found, to make room for you as you move through my internal world’s scenery.”
‘In-flu-enc-ers’
“What the -?!”
“Ebbing Flow” (Song)
By Athena Stairs, April 15, 2025
Ebbing tide
By fireside’s low
Creeping in
Too far to go
Up onto dunes
Where crashed below
Leaving gemstones
Smooth-tumbling after
While ears still
Listen for laughter
Yet hear only
Salt breeze blow
The stars come out
To gently shine
A kiss in dreams
Of love divine
And killdeers
Run along as they sing
With partners
To which they cling
Knowing there are
No finer things
Than caring for each other
And nourishment
Were I a bird
I’d fly to you
On sweeping wings
Shaking off the dew
To greet our own
Morning’s sunrise
For you’re always
On my mind
And I wonder
What will become
Of the hope
Of me and you
—
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(Forever – HUGEL & Diplo – ft. Malou & Yuma)
“Angelic”

“Making Contact”

“Like Waterfall”

Reference to Elderbrook’s “Waterfall” video.
Fu**ery
“Having the bank accounts seized by factors beyond my control magnitudinally increases the difficulty of managing.”
(Good Times – Elderbrook)
Yes, Please
“I need lots of ‘yes’ signals in my life as I am battling too much pain and resistance toward overcoming trials and achieving success.
I am just tired.
Period.
I need positive, easy reinforcements.”
(Tied To You – Elderbrook)
Reposting song from January.
Fantasy
“It’s important because it helps us dream dreams to overcome the falseness of ‘reality.'”
Reality
“I am on my own.”
(Skin – YOTTO & Laudic, Odd One Out)
Polarity
For feminine to yield
Male must amend.
“Spell Breaker” (Song)
By Athena Stairs, April 15, 2025
I’m not going anywhere
Pushed down to ground
By gales beyond control
Wild fires fiercely proud
Give me that sacred flame
Breaking curses that bound
These multiple years’ layers
Singeing wings into shrouds
Oh come at last consume me
Complete the process paused
Consecrate my soul as holy
To fly free again for cause
The world shall be our oyster
With love as its sacred pearl
As death gives up dominion
Wounds given grace to heal
—
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“Western Horizons” (Song)
By Athena Stairs, April 15, 2025
There is something about
The breeze off the ocean
So raw in wild mystery it
Sets one’s soul in motion
The sun rises in the East
But always sets into West
Giving strong sense of home
Bones never forget nor regret
I suppose its the same anywhere
West side has certain impulsions
Different from any other direction
To those drawn by its compulsion
We feel it in thrums of heartbeats
And through wind-whistling calls
As the world spins ever onward
Compass needles’ pull enthralled
—
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Safe Journey
“When spirit walkers travel through other territories, they are subject to other influences.”
Howl
“Sometimes, kindred spirits travel far away from each other.”
