“Who’s nervous?”
(Looking around all innocent-like)
“Who’s nervous?”
(Looking around all innocent-like)
I will make buttermilk pancakes with bacon.
Catchphrasing for prospective backup if things go wrong.
“I’m about to be sucked up into coursework and next stage levels of business rebuilding.
She tried to stop thinking about him, but when she closed her eyes to rest, her spirit was instantly pulled into other realms where she experienced mild to intensely interactive scenarios.
She couldn’t help but listen for the secrets in the wind being conveyed by trees, birds, the sky, and swirling leaves.

Earlier post, May 9, 2021
Repost from November 2022.
“I commit, but that doesn’t make me a pushover.”
She knew what they had done to her was wrong, and kept working to countermand it.


No longer existing or functioning.
Oxford dictionary
“I went to open a can of dog food with the metal pull tab – and the tab came off without opening the can!”
“We are being forced into depending upon technologies that we cannot individually fix and/or reproduce when ithey fail, rather than being taught how to and continuing to have access to more easily managed designs.”
“I don’t mind having to unlock a car door manually.
But, if the fib’s design has trained me that the door will auto unlock when the key is sensed – and then it stops responding – this peeves me because then I have to fumble!”
“To keep unfolding and evolving while being in a relationship?
I have not had a partner who was growing parallel to me.
What is the goal?
Do we seek someone just like us in compatability?
And to what extent – how do we keep the dynamic yummy-spicey?”
Repeat post from April 11, 2023.
“The phrase should actually be called self deflection / aversion training – which is very difficult to overcome when it has also been integrated into a way to keep surviving.”
“I have bedn so unseen and so midunderstood that apparently I need to declare aspects of myself so that I may be my own witness.
And how else can I claim identity’s individuality when people no longer take the time to get to know each other?”
moderation, restraint
1. : control over one’s acts, thoughts, or feelings : moderation, restraint. 2. : the use of little or no alcoholic drink
Merriam-Webster dictionary
“I come from an age where all body types, shapes, and sizes of women were considered to have desirability aspects.
Now, I feel very uncertain that a man will appreciate my unique combination due to the brainwashing of societal strong-arming by social media.”
“How do people negotiate getting to know each other in current society? Traditions I grew up with over time seem to have been displaced and are disregarded, and my inner world has become more complex.”


“We sing its praise, but it’s still empty, hollow, and fleeting.”
“To gain more education.”
“It seems that even as love’s intuition guides me, I am called to help heal others. Maybe I will never again be in my own partnered relationship because wild magic and other forces seem to be leading into unknowns.
But, still…”
More physical therapy exercises that are applying!!!
“My inclination is to unify and strengthen, rather than to divide and destroy.”
Family is of primary importance, but so also ought to be the partnered relationship.
