“No matter how I try to overcome it, my dark side is a baseline I must always contend with.
And I’m beginning to realize that it is why I have been self isolating more, when I long so much for the warmth of sunlight.
This eclipse taking over my soul has become more insistent – likely because I kept trying to sweep it under the carpet.
Because I thought that “healing” meant discarding it – and from past experience in partnership, it was not honored, valued, nor seen as valid.
And for the first time, I begin to wonder if maybe it’s no longer necessary to cut off the limbs that make me a whole and amazing person.”
