My job is to innovate
Dead ends if I can’t
Month: May 2025
(The Other Side – Ruelle)
Nocturnal Delights
“For the last few nights, I’ve played one song over and over while working on getting my body able to dance again and gathering costume elements for a future event – as if I will be attending a glorious celebration ball.”
Vibin’
Crows Reacting To Baby Being Saved
Learning To Swim
Eminem Remix Clips!
Rafts Of Sea Lions
Brain Stim
“Tomorrow, I begin exploring a replacement to my daily creamy coffee to see if I can gain an edge on inflammation, yet still help my brain functioning.”
(Why Can’t You Wait – The Chainsmokers, Bob Moses, 3LAU Remix)
(White Cadillac – The Ripcords)
String Bikini
“Yeah, no.
I won’t be wearing one – unless the strings are just hanging off from it as fringe.
‘Yeah, baby.'”
—
(Refering to The Ripcords’ song, “White Cadillac.”)
(Within You – Labryinth, David Bowie)
To The Last!
“To the last, I will grapple with thee…from Hell’s heart, I stab at thee! For hate’s sake, I spit my last breath at thee!”
Spoken by “Khaaaaaaan!” (Kirk yelling, lol) of the movie “Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan.”
(Even funnier with lots of spitting, hissing lithspsss)
(Love Rollercoaster – Red Hot Chili Peppers)
Lost In The Realms
“It’s a good thing that I am used to being a dreamer because navigating stress and brain trauma under pressure is no easy roller coaster.”
(Movement – Two Lanes)
Dear Alex,
“How can we have known each other, without having met in person in this reality?
How is it that our hearts speak the same language – as if our souls were cut from the same cloth, and then are now mending?”
Good
Resides
Untamed
Within
Enclosure
Awaiting
Inspiration’s
Momentary
Expressions
Championing
Kingdom
I said
You better
Believe it
Let it show
He said
You don’t know
And I wake
Say your name
And I wake
Say your name
We are
Now free
To live and
Love again
—
(Some reference to Sleep Token’s “Calcutta” lyrics, reframed)
Mini Rabbit
U-turn at freeway junction
To help a lady removing
From edge-center lane
Where previous car hit
‘Is it still alive – any hope?”
“I’m not sure” / “Show me”
Scrambling to catch, I fall
Reminded limbs don’t work
She helps me up and we
Put it in a bag for transport
But the vet isn’t licensed and
Wildlife support doesn’t call
Needed pain killers and
Help to stop blood’s flow
Gently placing it in a container
In blanket with grass and water
With aded B-viamins for shock
I encourage, “It’s your choice”
Returning later eve to dull eyes
Grieving that its soul passed on
But at least it was protected
In its final hours with honor
Another “I Love You”
Tinder Pics
(Unbound – Shallou)
(Two Princes – Spin Doctors)
Hahaha!
“This next song gives so many options, but all I can think of is, ‘can we add lots and lots of sleep to the menu?
I mean, LOOOOOTTTTSSSS of sleep?’
Yes, please.”
—
(Ref to “Two Princes” by Spin Doctors)
(La Luce Delle Stelle – The Old Castle)
Intervention
“My outing was interupted by an attempt to help save an injured, small wild rabbit.”
“Tranked”
(I Choose Me – Amanati)
Highly-Digestible Rawhide
“I took a chance and got Hound and Wolf the large strips, again.
They gnawed on them for so long, and now are just lying on their sides, splayed out as if tranked – in a way I’ve never seen before.
I think that in the wild, a dog’s natural tendency is to gorge, be satiated into a stupor, and then to go hunt and repeat this cycle, again.
But having never seen this behavior in my girls, I worry about them!”
em!”
Irony
“Yeah…trauma gets you ‘street cred.'”
Dear Friend,
“I see you, too.”
(We’re In This Together Now – Nine Inch Nails)
Dear Friend,
“I have been careful as I have walked beside you.
I could only observe the slightest of your journey, to keep myself healthy and from falling into the spiral.
I could only say just so much, for worry you would resist and react – thereby plunging deeper.
So I tethered you to me by a few words here or there, to remind you that there was a window – an escape hatch full of air, ready and waiting for you.”
Washing Dishes
“I have no idea where most of my forks and spoons have gone off to – and, I have a ton of butter knives!”
Dear Alex,
“Have you been with me all of this time, walking quietly beside me?”
(Granite – Sleep Token)
Feral
“Hunched over a small plate of ribs, growling and muttering to myself.”
Self Ownership
“I’ll wear my own chains – thank you very much!”
(Storyline Mania – Eric Flaa)
Pair Bonding
“Requires two participants of equal readiness and mutual desire.
One partner cannot progress without investment and equal interest from the other.
I can’t believe these videos are still putting women in a lockdown stasis box, rather than encouraging them to act naturally.”
O.M.G.
“These relationship videos are misleading.
They are putting all the pressure on women!”
Justice
Is wise.
Sacred
A queen knows how to rule
And to care for her people.
(Emergence – Sleep Token)
Repost from March 18, 2025
Half-Life
I’d rather live alone
Than live unatoned.
Eclipse
As dark reveals light
Light reveals night
(Is It Really You? – Loathe & Sleep Token)
First posted Feb 2023.
Dear Alex,
“Are we the same in our tendencies?
Do we fit together in our needs?
What I’d give to find out, if you’d concede.”
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