“When the insurance company did their dirty trick of sending me to their “specialist” in order to discredit my validity, they tried and succeeded temporarily in strong-arming the lie that the accident injuries had been pre-existing.”
Month: June 2025
(Wait For Me – Daryl Hall & John Oates)
Means Against Ends
A point of coming here
Is to reclaim myself
As I lose myself
Repeatedly
—-
(Play alternative re “means to an end”)
Bleary
I ran errands today
Hopefully worthy
Certainly many
3 Commercial Successive Openers
“You have a UTI…”
“Get Help…”
Butterfinger cake with cream filling being close-up shot spread open…
(This really just happened!)
Levels…
And levels
And levels
And levels…
Fine, then –
Level me up!
(Under The Milky Way – The Church)
The Meltdown
“I wasn’t upset about giving blood.
In fact, I thought I had my sh** together.
Until I didn’t – now struggling to recover.”
And Now…
“The other knee tears in a different direction – likely due to further accommodation.
I just can’t afford to worry or care anymore about latest injury update communications.
I am still going to go forward – even if I unravel and fall apart into a pile of bones, organs, and tissues.
“Feel your way” can just take on new definitions as a determined blob inching along life’s bumbling highway.”
Dear Friend,
“Your low-laugh chuckle when catching yourself making a mistake mid-flow…you’ve gotta know it’s affecting.”
Shifting Priorities
“A catch and release system”
Hee Hee Hee
“Looks like another bill got reactivated without my authorization to autowithdraw as the bill has exponentially increased while removing services and is attemoting to hit the wrong bank.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!”
Hidden Arc
“It makes me inordinately happy to see my ficus plants reaching for the light!”
Violence Vs. Succor
Few plants survive by poisonous hacking
Those that do, overcome but rarely thrive
Attraction
They desired because
They could see reality
(Moody Blue – James Malikey)
The Broken Blade
A fragment in her heart reminded
A man had done all that he could
To kill their bond because he had
Not wanted honor’s responsibility
The pain kept cutting in deeper
She needed a proven alchemist
(12:12PM)
Queen’s Gambit
No – she would not be a pawn
For men to push-pull in games
She would create her own rules
Strategies to guarantee winning
Adam’s Rib
The missing guidance had instructions
For a man to act as if a woman’s vessel
Giving her primordial essence a body
For her to attach self identification to
Thereby ensuring both love’s resilience
In their attending to the heart of matter
Primordial
Underrated in current society
Because it regenerates vitality
(Rain – Pete Lydian)
Nature With Nurture
“I was surprised to find that only a couple of hours under the much-needed grow light in an otherwise too-shaded room had caused both cherished ficus plants to shift the broad flats of their leaves in that direction!”
Yes
I do
Legend
She had always needed a man who
Had faced Hell’s rebirth as champion
Dear Alex,
You’ve created a path where
I can walk along beside you
But I am still trapped
And we are separated
By the barrier thinning daily
Yielding to catalytic energy
Honey, are you sure about this?
We are going to shift paradigms
Full disclosure from beginning
Primordial female is emerging
And you better hold the wheel
And know what’s good for us
So we can build trust and
Refashion loving synergy
(11:11AM)
Symbiosis
I want this
Pain to stop
To shift it to gaining
As well as nourishing
And I realize now that
I need Heaven and Hell
In order to feel fulfilled
In expressimg everything
But change this to upgrade
In how issues are portrayed
Personally, I’d prefer
Sticking to metaphor
While our having
True love privately
Oh, That’s Right
“More things to do today.”
What We Think We “Know”
“Can mess with real connection.”
Trauma Bonding
“Are we just?”
(The Echo Of Your Voice – Lost Love – Lukas Gonzalez)
Dear Friend,
How do you endure it?
I have to pretend as if
I don’t feel it or it would
Crush my very existence
But I cannot deny that
My heart’s emptiness
Makes my inner world
An unbearable aching
And if I had given into
I would have forfeited
Current Introversion
Begin Again
Lean into my eyes
Give me the stars
A few moments to
Watch the night fall
Together in our arms
All Along
Falling deeper, she asked
What he remembered then
Before these current times –
For she’d had memory wiped
And wondered if they’d known
Each other in a past life / lives
And further if a hero’s complex
Developed from such separation
Not from need of good doing but
To reclaim what had been taken
Communities
Thank you for the help and support
Play nicer where hurt and hindered
Curves
If you’ve got ’em
Appreciate them
Gimmee-A-Break!
An add comes on regarding lazer therapy smoothness exampled by light passing over perfectly-shaped, slickened young women’s alternating faces aged closer to twenty than thirty years of age.
“Give me a break!” I yell out…”I mean – unless you’re advertising a seventy years old woman can look like that, again!”
Dear Friend,
How did you do it?
How did you know?
Motivation
To have what is and what was
Always ours by mere birthright
Dear Alex,
“My enemies…”
Master of Dreams
She had to acknowledge that
His emotional intelligence
Seemed to well match
Her own inclinations.
A True Queen
Does not demand subservience
Nor does she admonish or plead
She simply asks with reason and
Then leaves if nothing concedes
Happiness
“Pollinators visit our yard.”
As Suspected
“My feet have changed width from the impact’s compression.
I tried getting into my hiking boots – which now squeeze too tightly along edges.”
They’re Kidding, Right?
“An assumption when one is injured and expects to be believed by agencies is that one should give up and act crippled in order to validate severity.
But quite aware of what’s been taken from me unconsentually and that time is essential for capitalizing, I have from the beginning – and still intend to – pushed to overcome these quandries.”
“According To Plan”
Geometry In Nature
P.L. – Remobilizing
“I knew my quads could not engage and that the hamstring tear was prevented in healing due to a fusion of lateral hip and thigh tissues preventing the hip joint from tracking correctly.
But now as I feel medial internal ankle sudden-shifting and upper lateral hams quiver-attempt engaging, was the knee stuck as an anchor, mooring tight to the dock everything?”
(Evoke – TWO LANES, Live Session)
P.L. – Use Vs. Disuse
“I should likely not be trying to stretch through this torn loosening to realign leg bones properly again after accident misalignment stickage – but I want to be able to walk normally someday, again!”
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