Month: June 2025
“Wind Walker”
“Half Mask”
Becoming One
Aligning stars across parallel universes.
(I Talk To The Wind – King Crimson)
Duality
Surface:
Engaging, fun, supportive, witty
Internal:
Fathoms of emptiness haunting
(Strange Magic – Electric Light Orchestra)
(I’m Not In Love – 10cc)
(Propane Eyes – Antizero)
Can’t hear or find the lyrics, but title is fun!
“My Succotash Wish”
“Is that like…tasty?”
(Re Deee-Lite’s ” Groove Is In The Heart”)
Repetition
“As each day must be met, so too must challenges be reacknowledged.”
Mirth
“‘Keepin’ it real.'”
Eye Swelling
“Has got me feeling short-sighted.”
Falling Short
“Receiving another notification for far off music training caused me to scoff , ‘Right! I can’t even show up for my own training!'”
Trust
“It’s one thing to give, but how does one find and then receive?”
Media
“Seriously pounds upon potential self confidence for the average person who is not botoxed nor artificially slimlined.”
I Could Cry
“Just the vet expenses alone for the three end-of-life cats and sick wolf just entering issues amounts to several, several months of rent that I could have had to help continue sustaining us.
But loss of money is not the real loss.”
(Closer – Kaskade)
Provider
“I am the matriarch for my lineage.”
Self Skew
“I have no idea how to get out from under the weight of self categoruzing when I am struggling to overcome so much and look haggard.
I’m not 40, back when I just reached a new prime – yet everything got dumped onto its head.
Since then, I’ve been in some version of a constant battle in a war that never seems to end.”
Dear Alex,
Safe Journeys, My Love.
I Don’t Know Why
“It keeps happening.”
Loose Ends
“I keep trying to corral them – but they keep finding ways to slip through any cracks!”
(Another bill charged incorrectly)
(Disarm You – Kaskade ft. Ilsey)
Recognition
“Who I was before is disappearing in the mirror – which has been causing me great distress as I keep taking hits.
But maybe at this point, I should just welcome it.
Whomever I am becoming will be stronger in new dimensions.”
Getting Back Into Alignment
“Attempting to heal these injuries has been difficult due to loosened, twisted, and adhesed connections.
My best hope for recovery seems to be time, unraveling locked down torque ateas, and remobilizing.”
(Room For Happiness – Kaskade ft. Skylar Grey)
Grounding
“Being an air sign pushed into constant flight makes it hard to know when and where to seek solid ground.”
Word Of The Day: Vacillating
verb
gerund or present participle: vacillating
- alternate or waver between different opinions or actions; be indecisive.”I had for a time vacillated between teaching and journalism”
(Oxford Languages)
Ack!
“Caught between gardening or medical appt.”
The Ex-Pat
“An ex had recently reconnected, picking up where he had left off – as if time and growth made up for damages and losses.
Although she still cared for and wanted the best for him, she knew firsthand that his values were his priority.
Knowing that she would always be low-ranking when it came to society, she abdicated their continuing.”
(Do You Like That – Sleep Token)
Scaling Heights
“No small undertaking.”
Acceptance
“Looking at my hands enlarged by glasses, I must admit that I am no longer representing a frail representation of female embodiment – but rather, manifesting the grappling strength tenacity of a warrior goddess destined to reclaim paradise.”
Breaching Humpback Whale
Glorious!
Guarding Time
“The medical visit must wait if I’m to get to have time today for gardening.”
“Repose”
Resolve
(State Of Mind – Kaskade)
“Fu**ers”
“A harsh term for men once so valued – but aptly deserved for what I was put through as a result of their choices and behaviors.”
Hard Limits
“They say, “If you love something set it free; if it comes back to you, it is yours.’
But I’m not into flat-out abandonment.”
“Tendrils”
Tendrils
“So lеt’s get swallowed whole
I wanna go whеre nobody else will
Ever go”
(Sleep Token Ref)
Locked Key
It is said that some things
Are better left unexplored
But some things gain strength
If left untended and suppressed
Subconscious
Something has over-extended
And it feels like I’m shrieking
Along the back inside my skin
As if fragile sanity’s cracking
That’s not a monkey riding
But an untamed demon!
Medical Visit
“What got into my eye?”
Pair Bonding
It is important to know
Where weak points exist
To focus on collaboration
For ensuring strengthening
The Bar
She did not really understand
Her mother’s love expression
Why wouldn’t she be supportive
Of the fiance making her happy?
How could she feel justified
Dismissing him offhandedly?
She claimed it was because
He was too young essentially
Sometimes the daughter thought
The root cause as type of jealousy
One thing for sure had been true
The younger man had weakened
Limited in navigation experience
He caved in to societal pounding
Which ultimately such pressures
Had him choose to break promise
Nurture Vs. Trauma
She could not handle monsters
For they enjoyed terrifying her
But when her child began seeing
Strangely-shaped night creatures
She asked her child’s perception
And learned these were friendly
So she encouraged explorations
Psychologically through artwork
Believing that healthy development
Bloomed exploring the subconscious
Whereas her own experience twisted
Because men had imprinted violence
Toppled
Her mother had been laughing
Haughtily scathingly righteous
To learn that her rejection had
Crushed her daughter’s suitor
I swear, sometimes it’s needed
That ego gets a hard checking
When it comes to protecting
The sacred bond of couples
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