What keeps me up
Late night to morn
Tossing and turning
A voice and promise
I can barely reach
Off on the horizon
Beckoning me close
Though way unclear
Enticingly
Insistant
What keeps me up
Late night to morn
Tossing and turning
A voice and promise
I can barely reach
Off on the horizon
Beckoning me close
Though way unclear
Enticingly
Insistant
These chords remind me of another song, as well.
(Sleep Token’s “Chokehold”)
“Transference is not a game.”
“Non-familiarity allows others to either credit or discredit points of view.”
“I wonder if there will come space for me to develop my musicianship.
I keep having to tighten down – and thus I get locked out of the inner room where I can connect with it.”
“Well played, my love.”
“Are better than others.”
“I’m rallying.”
“It makes no sense that I should feel ‘less than’ because I am struggling to regain traction after injuries.”
“Funny how takers think they can just creep back and take some more.”
“Yep. Uh huh. Sure thing. Right.”
“Sharing the load of an eviction notice, rather than fighting off panic on one’s own.”
“It sucks when the reward is pain.”
noun
Oxford Languages
Separating truth from lies
That society has skewed
“Increasing client load is degrading structure while attempting to embody capability.”
It takes the right frequency
To permeate boundaries
For perception recieved
To be acknowledged
I’m falling into you
No makeup just cracks
On the surface of life
Well striven for
“That’s that – back to my garden.”
He had distanced for some reason, and the absence of their mind link left a need to feed in her more intense than any thirst for quenching nourishment.
“It becomes more and more clear how someone really did a thorough number on my once brilliant and innovative sanity.”
But then this stages
Future dependency?
For how does one
Revive from coma
Without the kiss
Of promise given?
An exchange of
Life given to life
A bond where two
Fuse close as if one
Captured as moon
Brighter than sun
In order to survive
Death of love lost
It becomes necessary
To no longer inhabit
Aspects of one’s self
That ensured vitality
Without which one
Feels like a zombie
There are many types
Of pain in experience
There is emotional
There is physical
There is psychological
And extra-perceptual
But the worst kind is
The burried soul ache
That screams when all
Reactivate without hope
Of what’s been missing
Having entered the room
There are reasons
The door is kept
Sealed shut
And the room
Panel hidden
Dark as a tomb
The hunters were farther off now, chasing more easy prey for their trophies.
She had doubled back by secret trails, and now returned to the sounds of resumed joyful bird song, insects flitting, and the light breeze gently brushing along the tall, fluff-seeding grasses.
Yet the emptiness of his absence was profound.
The male wolf had left the region.
She growled low under her breath at how she could have been so foolish as to think that he might have been interested in her.
“I make good decisions.”
“Ever do the wicked attempt to abuse it.”
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxerd4Th0c7nWqmyhVHYCDWt8t6aqMPyYA?si=Dqh0g4MDwfCH7E1y
(Clip from Pride And Prejudice)
Sometimes I feel
That I must be one
Digging down to
Hold against flood
The danger for me is that
I might love you too much
I stayed distant to keep perspective
I couldn’t handle it if you didn’t care
What you live and give from your heart
Such emotional inteligence off charts!
My energy surges to be with you
Self regulation alone is no option
So I keep closing the door firmly again
Praying for the day you’ll come calling