Alex (An Ideal)

Dear Alex,

“Desperation” comes to mind.

Why?

Is it panic?

Waning faith in the unknown…

Is this despair from so long on the empty road?

My pendant has broken another chain – but at least pops off right when I can see it happening.

I have considered giving it to you because I have worn it always for quite a while now.

Maybe it is impatient to be with you, too.

I hear there are glitches in the Matrix.

I don’t feel right this morning.

Emergencies are happenimg.

I am tumbling, and I don’t know why.

I am not well in my body this morning – which is weird to say and even harder to describe.

I’m afraid this all has me feeling like a mess, my darling.

Although soon I will push it all aside and put on my professional mask.

I’m sorry I can’t guarantee perfection.

There is too much transition.

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