“I’m not sure what is needed to obtain any.
I mean, I keep trying to show up and accomplish what is needed.
Remnants of me appear in the moment.
I don’t know if I am developing an anxiety complex, or if I’m just constantly overextending and, therefore, unable to maintain sense of endurant capability.
Am I sleep deprived?
It feels like I’m out of faith and just depleted.
Are my adrenals exhausted?
A lot keeps happening that I keep adjusting and adapting to.
Yet, I keep expecting to catch up to myself,
And I am not sure that this is happening.”
