Something we seek
Insight we can give
A path that is found
A way for us to live
Month: July 2025
Dear Alex,
“Though you have changed forms and I have followed seeking our true identities, the real you knows me – and would not condemn.
For any of your flaws, you are my purity.”
Anchors Away
Cutting one lose to navigate better.
Assertion
“I am a complex being, for I am a woman. And I will no longer bear the weight of shame for men’s transgressions.”
Truth Seeking
Purity is
Impossible
When mixed
With reality
But there
Is a
Right
Feeling
Right
Matching
And
Intolerable
Losses
To be
Avoided
A-Quittal
She disengaged because she learned that he was still attached, and she would not be a factor to further wedge apart their family.
Why couldn’t he understand this and forgive, rather than blame her?
Tethered
His
Voice
Drew her
Response
Instinctual
Resonance
Mapping
Stars
(Never Enough – Two Lanes)
High Seas
The one thing about staying in motion is that nothing is stagnant, and nothing can catch you…
But then nothing stabilizes, and nothing is claimed.
Tree Sage
I Would…!
Work To Live (Content Warning)
Babe
How Do You Know?
Driven To Hysterics
Connection With Nature
Independence Vs. ProVidence – LOL
(Honeybee – The Head And The Heart)
(Time Stand Still – Rush)
School Dreams
“Why is it that when I try to leave school, then I dream of fascinating classes that I am trying to be a part of – yet am always arriving late?”
Dear Friend,
“I look for traces of you,
But find only memories.”
(Wish You Were Here – Incubus)
“Companion”
I’m Not Sure
“If I keep attending to the income,
Will I ever get to focus on music?”
A Pause On “School”
“I am grappling with diverting course, again, because I need to actually start applying what I’ve learned – rather than continuing to jump through others’ assignment loops.
But this means that I have to grapple with a financial issue that I have been postponing.”
“Sweat Dreams”
Walking Wounded
Her creed had always been to help shelter others.
(Title of multiple meanings)
(Angels Fall – Breaking Benjamin)
Dirty Laundry
“I realized today that I dislike going to the laundromat – which I’d glossed over by the upscale, whereas before was in drudgery.
It reminds me too often of the older memories: feeling time stretching in moments wasted, when could have expanded meaningful connection in the simplest of management tasks.”
(Even Broken Things – Chris Bryan)
Dear Friend,
“I suspect you have the ability to make my world spin ’round – which is a rare gift, indeed.”
Dear Alex,
“I am beyond flattered…I am honored.”
Dear Alex,
“I have been afraid to look behind the veil because what it has all meant is potentially more immense than even I could conjure, and it implied a debt that I was unsure I could deliver if I accepted the help.”
Dear Friend,
I think we can give to each other
The things that we have desired
Light In The Dark
Mirror Image
How I’ve sought
Yet sunlight can
Trick innocence
‘Til now avoided
And unexpected
Sweet delicacy
In bloodied maw
Hair
“Since I’ve switched hair care products and partially blow dry my hair at night before bed, waking up in the morning finds it wildly framed at height around me.”
Sanity
Shadow Play
Never Ask A Man What He’s Thinking
Haunted
Healing Generational Trauma
Supplication
Eyes downcast, hands open on knees
And standing tall in regal expectation
(Sahindra Light – Lucy’s World)
Dear Friend,
“I regret that I could not see you last time you came by.
I have been struggling to get my path right side up, again
I plan to be there, this time…
Adorned in celebration.”
(I’m In Love With You – Blues4Chillin)
Andrei & Natasha’s Waltz Scene – War & Peace (2016)
(Why’d You Have To Make Me Feel – Mudheart)
Integrity
She desired a man whose values were sound and consistent – no matter the venue.
“The Dance”
Dismantling Constructs
The dreams were full of scenarios, including betrayal of trust and rejection, as well as examining belonging and reclaiming one’s sense of self.
In one, she was suddenly being kicked out from a home where she’d been allowed access to a bed and bathroom – but still took a stand on her own behalf as she left, citing the original contract agreement to protect herself.
In another scenario, she was surprised when one of the crew members leaned toward her from the side, silently offering his comfort’s warm shelter for her to absorb, which broke the cold, catatonic shock she fell into when her ex (turned narcisist) appeared across from them, haughtily righteous in his self assertions.
Next, she was on a central street island in some downtown, leaning back on the ground and taking in happenings around her while people watching – but decided that she wasn’t going to be a street gypsy successfully living on the fringe as her life pattern.
And in the fourth, she confronted her ex’s free-loading absence of providing rent while he used drugs and engaged with other women – as she struggled against strong emotions pushing her into hysteria and gave him final notice to be moved out in two weeks, by August.
This last dream’s timeline synced up with current reality’s timeline – which is interesting in context of evicting love’s prior unsuitable tenants to make room for better future partnership.
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